My boyfriend is a mafia king

That's who I Truly Am

Adrien's POV:

I was angry at the fact that Ires spent the night at Luca's apartment
But I have to admit that I screwed up,
I had to push her away for her safety
She will be in danger if I didn't do so.
Now, all I think about is her, I just can't stay away from her,
All I want is to be with her, just her
I will protect her from my father, my enemies, even from myself

I can't help but blame my family for that, I can't live like a normal human being,
My father Dave Garcia is one of the most dangerous people in the world
He rule the biggest mafia
"the falcons" , or that what people like to call us, my father control all over NYC, ITALY, L.A and other places
I'm the one who suppose to to take over the business after him,
I never wanted that, Although, my brother Luca did everything just to
Make my father reconsider his decision,

All of us follow my dad's orders without complaining except for my mother, she was her own person, she loved my father, although all his dirty work

She was murdered by one of the other mafia, that we still don't know who they are,
And that's the only thing that keeping me a member of the falcons
I have to follow my dad's leads
Because, I want revenge,

And now, with Ires so close, I forget the whole world, I was able to feel her body against mine, she didn't look at me and I hated, I said as she tried to get away from me:
"- we need to talk
- don't you give up??
- NEVER.. so.. , are you going to give me a chance?
- I think I was clear, I don't want to talk to you nor your brother
- Ires, I am begging you, don't do that.
- me??? I am not the one who pushed you away, you did that, Adrien!!
- I know, and I am really sorry for that, I.... Was stupid, I regret it
- you hurt me, and I hated you for that
- you're right, but I don't want you to trust Luca, he's selfish, and everything he do, is only for himself. Back at the apartment, I was jealous, ok?? that's what made me act that way
- I don't understand, Adrien, sometimes you act like a wonderful person, then you become a jerk
And now you say that you was jealous?? But why??
- because I like you, I care about you and I can't forgive myself if anything bad happens to you
- nothing will happen, i feel like you're just making excuses
- no, trust me I 'm not
- then prove it"

As she said that, I leaned on a kiss, it was amazing, I couldn't focus on  anything
Her lips were so soft and sweet
When we broke the kiss, she finally looked at me and said:
"- you know that doesn't change anything
- actually, it does, you know what? I am taking you out tonight, I will pick you up, be ready at 8pm
- is that an order
- it depens on your answer"

She's so beautiful when she loughs
"what are she doing to me"

" it's a date" I add

All my entire life, my father teaches me not to fall for feelings, because it's what makes you weak, I couldn't trust anyone other than James,
I couldn't trust my dad nor my brother

But she made me believe that life is way too better with friends around me

It's the first time that I think that maybe I have a chance to live normally without money, killing, revenge or any of the mafia dirty stuff

That day, I drived Ires to her house then I went home,
And as always, my dad and Luca were arguing
As I entered to my father's office
Luca focused his gaze on me and said:
"- brother, you have to hear that, you gonna love it, our dear father is sending us into a mission to Paris next week
Adrien: dad, you can't be serious??
Dave: yes, I am. This is an important mission, one of the mafia needs our help and support, you two will be heading to Paris by Saturday
Adrien: I can't believe you, I told that we should not interfere in Paris's fucking mafia problems
Dave: don't you dare raise your voice at me. We have to help them
Adrien: I can't go, Luca will do it alone
Luca: oww, brother... Is that so?, you're now trying to be a better man for her,
Adrien: Luca shut up
Dave: what are you talking about??
Luca: it will be my pleasure to enlight
You, father, your dear son is falling really hard for a girl
Adrien: Luca you're a dead man"

I clenched my hand, ready to hit him and as I walked toward him, my dad yelled:
"stop with this bullshit, Adrien you're going to Paris with you brother, that's final. when you come back we will talk about that girl, I don't want anything to distract you in this mission, am I being clear??"

I nodded my head and left the office without saying anything,

That's my life, it's sucks
I feel that I am so selfish because I am putting Ires in danger just to be with her, but I will protect her no matter what, even if that will be the last thing I will do in my life

James come to my house that day
I told him about my argument with my father and what Luca did.
And yes, James knows about our family, his father is one of us, he didn't let James join us Although that James is doing the impossible to do so,
But me as he is my only friend, I am not putting him in risk, him knowing about us is already enough

How will Adrien and Ires's date go??
Will Adrien goes to Paris?? And for how long??
Will Luca and Ires talk again??
See you next chapter
Love you ❤️