My boyfriend is a mafia king

My First Love, Love Is True

Luca's POV:

For all my life my brother was my first Duty he is my number one priority

When my father took Adrien away, I felt like he took a piece of my heart, my brother is all my mother left for me

I might some times be hard on him, I did also a things that he didn't like but it was all for him, to protect him, to keep him safe, I was ready to take over the business after my father, not just because I liked what we're doing but also to make sure Adrien don't be forced into somethings that he doesn't like, I wanted him to live his life the way he wanted to be
But my father didn't give us the right to choose. He just choosed for us
I spent my childhood I hell, learning how to kill to live, and I never wanted my brother to live like that, I sometimes wich of he just stayed bith the nanny and never come back

I can't deny that I have feelings for Ires, from the first time I layed my eyes on her, I knew she was different, but I ignored it, when I really started falling for her, I kept on denying it, I tried so hard to keep my distance but it was so distance but I couldn't, it was so hard for me, and now I know very well that I love her, I just do, when she told she love me, I felt like I owned the world, like a dream come true, but I rejected her, because for I didn't want to hurt my brother, he's everything to me, I can't lose him like that, so I ended up hurting her and myself and especially her, I can't imagine how that angel would be feeling right now, I sure that she hates me now.

Ires, my love... MY FIRST LOVE 
I never in my entire life believed in love, it was something stupid that people use it as an excuse to get married, they think when they do that they will be living a cinderella story well jokes on, cinderella is a fairy tale
But right now, jokes are on me, I am I love, and it so damn true
LOVE IS TRUE,  and it's so fucking painful when you can't be with the person you love

Ris and i didn't speak in a days now,
I was suffering those last days, seeing her every day not able to be near her or even to talk to her
She seemed really mad, she was acting like I was some strange
When I go to the kitchen, she goes to the living room, when I'm there, she will be in the kitchen or her room
I know what you're thinking, I know i deserve this, you're probably now saying stop this nonsense and go fucking kids her man
Do you think I didn't though about it??
Come on guys!!
Put yourselves in my place,
It's the first time I see my brother happy with a girl
It's sooooo damn hard, I'm so screwed

Adrien was calling me ove and over but I didn't answer him,
If it was something important he would probably came to the apartment

I was laying on the couch trying to get some rest when I heard the door knocking, I sighed then I went to open it

It was Adrien, I said when he went inside and sat on the couch:
"- why are we here?!!!
- you didn't pick up the phone so I came, is that OK?
- of course
- so!! Any news?
- no, no... What do you mean?
- I... mean did you called dad lately?
- he called me a few days ago saying that the next shipment will be here next month
- alright, I'll go
- no, Adrien, I should go, you stay here
- that shipment will be my last
- what? I am sorry What do you mean?
- I am going to Italy by the end of this year, I am quiting the mafia, I'll study in Italy then I will start a job, a good one and live the life I always wanted
- I was wondering when you're going to realize that, but did you told your father about this?
- no, I'm still looking for a way to do that
- well, good luck
- you can now take over the business like you always wanted
- I guess my dad is going to work alone from now on
-.......????
- I quiting the mafia too
- what changed? Your dream was to be the head of the mafia, what happened now??"

I didn't say anything, because we all know what changed but I can't say that to him
He stayed in silence a few seconds then he continued:
"- Ires, Huh?? She's the one who changed you?
- Adrien, I don't want you to think like that
- I know Luca, you love and also does she
- did she told you that!?
- it's obvious
- I rejected her, she probably hate me now, we didn't speak in days
- Luca... You're so idiot
- I am sorry???
- yes, why the hell would you do that?
- because... I..
- you didn't want to hurt me 😏
- no??? 😳
- I love you brother, and I want you to be happy, I won't get hurt if I see you both happy, I will get through that, so stop torturing her and yourself, you guys deserve the best
- Adrien... I...
- go talk to her
- she won't accept
- look at you didn't try and you already giving up on her, if she refuses to talk to you try harder
- thank you brother"

He got up then left
I felt really relaxed to talk to my brother, we should do this more often

He's right, Ires is my love and I have to get her back no matter what

It was too late and she still didn't come home, I was getting really worried
I called her over and over but she didn't pick up
She messaged me

I called her and she picked up this time then she said:
"- you know that i don't feel my heart any more because of you?? because you broke it, you idiot
- wait!!! are you drank?
- oops, police party
- stay where you are, I am coming to get you
- you don't know where I am, hahahaha"

I hang out the phone, took my car keys and went straight to my bar, I was sure she will be there.......

See you next
Love u ❤️
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