Butchers pov
It's been days and all we've been doin is fuckin really. Place to place. Noise complaint to noise complaint. Layin low. Kinda. She hasn't taken off the new ring I got her. And I don't let her forget it. She gets annoyed and says we're not married but she makes no move to remove it. I was worried homelander was gonna rip her heart out. I wasn't gonna leave without her but we needed a better plan. Vought is looking all over for the group. They think we may be dead and I got blamed for Stillwell.I wake with her in another motel bed and I just take her in. God is she fuckin beautiful. She smiles "morning" I pull her into a kiss "morning love" stroking her cheek gently. She smiles "what?" "You're beautiful is all love really" I reply to her. She smiles and I ask "be my wife?" She reminds me "you know how I feel about it"
"Love it's us. Okay? It's not you and some fuck on the street. It's us. Us against everything this shit life will throw at us. Right?" I ask. She nods and I continue "I know I'm a asshole. I divorced ya, left ya alone and hurt ya real bad. When ya really needed me I wasn't there but I wish I was. I wish I ain't let those fuckin insecurities get to me. I don't deserve ya but I'm a selfish prick and I'm askin anyway. Marry me. Nothins gonna tear me away from ya ever again. I love ya and ya love me. We never know if tomorrows truly gonna come for us or not. So be my wife and make me the happiest man today" I beg.
She says "I...I don't age....I'll always be this age and I'll have to sit and watch you grow old and die you know how bad that hurts Billy? That I'm stuck here. And one day you won't be with me. I don't know if I'll ever be able to give you that family you want but won't say you do Billy." I tell her "I don't care about that I care about you love. And I want ya for the rest of my life. Change me then" "I...I don't even know how. And I won't force you into what I am" she shakes her head. I question "why not love" "because I love you. I hate what I am Billy I won't subject you to it too" she replies.
"Then marry me and make me the happiest man while I'm still here and kickin love" I beg once more. "Be selfish for once love." I urge her. Knowing she's weighing her options and thinking about whether or not she should be selfish or not. She kisses me and mutters "okay."
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The vampire|| Billy Butcher
FanfictionIn which Billy brings the boys back together and has to go to his girl, Katherine