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Butchers pov
Here we are me climbing a huge fence as she's already over it and we run. we stop finding my ex...Becca. I was a drunk and missing Katherine so she left me, the hell is she doing here? "Billy" she says with a smile. "What?" Katherine says and I'm pulled into a kiss. What the bloody hell? I move away and Katherine glares at us. "What the fuck is going on right now billy and who the fuck is she. Answer me right now" I say "I don't know what she's doin here love" "who is she billy?" Becca asks.

I huff annoyed by this whole fucking thing. "Becca this is my wife Katherine. Katherine this is a short relationship I had, Becca. Don't look at me like that love. I was drunk and missin ya and it only lasted a few weeks before she got the message and fucked right off"

"So you're the famous Katherine" Becca greets. "Funny I heard absolutely nothing about you Becky was it?" "Becca" Becca says. "Mind telling me what the hell you're doing here? We're here to find some information as to what the hell happened to me" Katherine says not happy at all. Fuck. Becca says "here this is all the information you need. I'm sorry for what happened to you Katherine I really am" how the hell is Becca tied into all of this?

She takes it and I ask "how are you tied into this?" "Well I'm in protective custody and working with your boss." Becca says. Katherine looks at her suspiciously "why? What are you hiding" "you're not the only one homelander assaulted. Difference is I kept my baby" she tells us. Holy shit she had homelanders kid! Katherine says "he's going to pay. I promise you that Becca. But know...touch my husband again I'll rip your head off in front of that kid of yours" walking off. I follow her "love I didn't know she'd be here" "yeah well i didn't even know she existed" she huffs. Finding her way out and I do the same. "She didn't mean anything to me Katherine" I tell her.

"How many others butcher?" She asks crossing her arms. I furrow my eyebrows "what?" "How many others did you have these relationships with. You were out living your life and in and out of relationships not giving a single fuck about me apparently meanwhile I was sitting alone with my emotions off suffering through my trauma trying to find ways I can die every day. How many butcher" she snaps. I say "just her. Everyone else" she scoffs "everyone else. Fantastic" walking away. Shit.

I catch up to her getting into our car "we were both suffering. I left ya. And it's the biggest regret of my life. But I was suffering with the consequences of me leavin ya and dealing with the fact that what happened to ya is my fault. Mine. dealin the only way I knew how without ya. Alcohol, drugs, meaningless sex. It ain't right and I know that. But it's what happened. I love ya. I wasn't having fun. I had all this pain and agony that was pent up and I fucked to rid myself of my guilt and pain. It's all it was. It's all Becca was."

She replies "how many" I reply "I don't know. Becca is the only one that stuck around for longer than a night" she asks as I start to drive "did you have feelings for her" I shake my head "the only one I got feelins for is you. She was a fuckin leach. Was tryin to rid of her but she wouldn't go. She was just easy. Can you not be mad at me love? It's the past. I know she kissed me and I don't know why. Considering she left. But it happened and I am sorry. Okay? I'm sorry"

"If I fucked someone else you'd be pissed" she points out. "Didn't ya?" I ask and she shakes her head "no. Too heartbroken. Traumatized even with my emotions off" I pull over and turn to her "come here" she comes closer and I stroke her cheek kissing her "I'm fuckin sorry. So sorry. I love you. So fuckin much. I ran like a coward and used women to rid of the pain of not havin ya and the pain that your pain is my fault. I handled everything wrong and I'm sorry. I'm sorry there were other women while you were sufferin. Never again" I promise and she kisses me "if they come back the way Becca did...and they touch you...they won't get a warning"

I nod and kiss her "I'm sorry" she nods "I know. Drive" and we go back to the hideout where she and I look through everything. They kept injecting her with the blood serum. And it made her power grow. A red power came from her. Making her the strongest ever seen. They took her to vought realizing they can't use her how they want. Which is why they took her memories and they used another serum to block those extra powers. Leaving her to just be the vampire she is. They used electroshock therapy to rid of her memories of it and handed her over to homelander.

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