CHAPTER 5

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Life is a bitch
I am tired..... Of everything
Swrs
I am gonna keep living
If life is gonna be a bitch
Be my pleasure...
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Life goes on
If things happen it happen
U just have to move on in life
This life is hard
They make it hard
I know
Just know sometimes things are fucked up
So I had a dream today
I think I saw my death
Ironic isn't it?
Is that a sign for me to take my life and let me be?
When things happen
It affects
U wonder what happened
U try to make a possible explanation
A way to make u feel better
In my case I don't think I am going to last long in this hell hole shit
No one needs me
Funny, i am a joke to people
A joke.. I haven't felt more pathetic like this
The feeling of wanting to do something but can't do it
I am tired.
I don't want to stay here
I don't want to leave here.. I want to die and restart my life in somewhere better
As if it is that easy
If words were wishes, the world would be better not.... The world would be in chaos because of people that causes pain
I blame you lord for bringing me to this family
I hope I get through with ur plan for me so I will die in peace
I am leaving all this for someone to see it and understand me... Don't fuck it up

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