I have been called different thing, different word but being called "Wicked"
I fucking hate that word
I haven't been called that word except by one person
Am I wicked?
I don't feel wicked
I don't act wicked
Someone once told me that people notices your attitude, you can't know ur behaviours your self
Is it wickness when u do something wrong but not knowing u did it?
Is it wickness doing something oblivious and with a good intention, not knowing it is not the way u did it?
Is it wickness doing something wicked but not knowing it is wickedness, u do it with a good and strong intention but the person tells u "This is wickedness, you are wicked" and the person says it often, won't u wonder if u are wicked?
Am I wicked?
Like everyday If someone tells me my fault, I have to fix it... I would fix what happened but I still know I am still gonna be the wicked heartless daughter... I fucking hate everything, i hate myself... Who knows? Maybe I am wicked for hating everything but I hate life that I don't have a choice in coming.. I came to this life without a choice and I have to survive, if I am getting the fuck out of here, it would be my fucking choice.. If I die and anyone says shit about me.. Imma warn y'all, it is none of your fucking person.. Fuck yourself and warn yourself.. Everyone has a demon to fight with. Y'know
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MY DARK LUCID DREAMS (Depression and Anxiety)
DiversosDARK POEMS In every human there is a depressing self, I'm sure whoever u are, u are tired of people saying "be patient it's gonna be okay". You just wanna die/leave/hurt yourself You keep thinking when would it be okay? But u are tired... Sw...
