Phobias- Sakusa x Atsumu

Chapter 13- For My Brother

Sakusa POV

I stared at the text for a while. For some reason, I felt a bit worried. I decided to take a deep breath and answer the text. Atsumu probably told his brother about what happened, and he's probably texting to tell me to go away. I sighed and my hands trembled as I typed on the keyboard.

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Sakusa Kiyoomi: This is Sakusa, how did you get my Instagram?

Miya Osamu: Ah, I just looked through Atsumu's following list.

...Atsumu followed me back?

Sakusa Kiyoomi: Oh alright, what is it that you want to talk about?

I had to take a minute and breath before looking back at the screen.

Miya Osamu: I'm just wondering, were you hanging out with Atsumu two weeks ago? Maybe around noon?

So it is about Atsumu.

Sakusa Kiyoomi: Yes

I took a few seconds to think before typing again.

Sakusa Kiyoomi: Is everything alright?

I gulped at the message I had sent.

Miya Osamu: Oh nothing, just checking.

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I was too scared to continue the conversation further, leaving the text on read. I pulled my hair in frustration and rolled up into a ball.
"Kiyoomi dear, dinner is ready."
My grandmother yelled from downstairs. I felt hopeless, but I guess getting a break wouldn't be bad.
I got off my bed and went downstairs to clear my mind.

Atsumu POV
I stared at my phone screen for a while. Just staring at the Instagram feed. I couldn't think, so much emotion had poured out of me and it was a weird feeling. I continued to scroll and suddenly stopped at a video.

It was two men hugging and kissing each other, seemed like they were influencers. I clenched my hands on my phone and bit the inside of my cheeks.
"Disgusting."
I thought to myself, before a flash of Sakusa appeared in my head.
I sighed and set my phone down, drowning myself into my pillow.

Gosh he was perfect. What I mean was, he is my ideal body type..you know? Nothing new to that.
Suddenly the conversation replayed in my head.
"I like you Atsumu."
I kept repeating that in my mind.

Now I was curious. I grabbed my phone again and did a quick search, going through websites.

"I'm just doing this for research purposes..okay?" I gulped and press the play button.
Two men got together on the camera and started kissing, rubbing their bodies and making soft moans. I bit the inside of my cheeks again, and laid on my back now.
I was testing the water as they say.
It started getting heated as they both were using their tongues now and one of them were fingering the other. 
I looked away a couple of times before looking back.
I imagined Omi-Kun in front of me, gliding his hands across my hips and brushing his lips on my shoulder.
I closed my eyes
Both of us moaning and touching each other's bare skin, grinding each other.
Then he would slowly enter his finger-