Phobias- Sakusa x Atsumu

Chapter 04- Hopeless

Starting Phobia, Chapter 04- Hopeless

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Astumu POV

The whole day, my head was only thinking about how Sakusa had a picture...of me...

I was disgusted with myself. Why did my body react that way when his breath brushed against my ear? I couldn't practice at all in the court. Thinking about the situation in the bathroom, it made me...angry, embarrassed, disappointed in myself, and frustrated.

"MIYA HEADS UP!"

Someone yelled, I snapped back to reality. But before I could realize what was happening, a sudden sharp pain slapped me on the face. My head started to ache and I stumbled back. As my eyes follow the volleyball bounce to the wall, I realized what had happened.

"SORRY MIYA, ARE YOU OKAY?!"

I raised my head to meet Komori and a snickering Sakusa.

"Wait for w-what..." I was dumbfounded

"Looks like he lost a few brain cells when the ball hit his head," Sakusa said trying to hold in his laugh.

"Kiyoomi, chill. You just spiked a ball to someone's face! Do you know how hard you spike?"

Sakusa just rolled his eyes, while turning around.

"Apologize!" I blurted out.

"Hah?" Sakusa turns around.

"I said 'apologize to me!" I repeated myself, trying to keep a stern voice.

Everyone was quiet as they watched the beef unfold.

"Shut up, people are looking." Sakusa simply says as he walks away from me.

For some reason..I just didn't want to let this slide. I stomped to Sakusa and grabbed his shoulder, turning him around.

"What the fuck, don't touch me you bastard." Sakusa slaps my hand away from his shoulder.

"I told you to apologize!" I yelled while landing a punch into his face.

"SAKUSA!" Komori ran to Sakusa.

"You alright bro?"

"Tch." Sakusa shakes Komori off and stared me down.

"Your lucky the coach isn't here." Sakusa then proceeds to take his phone out.

"See guys, I want to show you something-"

"AHHH SORRY SORRY!! HAHAHA ANYWAYS LET'S GET BACK TO PRACTICE HAHAHA..." I interrupted Sakusa's little speech.

I then started to pull him to the corner of the court. Once we were alone I was determined to give him a piece of my mind.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" I whispered yell at Sakusa.

"Just showing people what you showed me." Sakusa casually explains.

"W-What!? N-no fuck no! Don't show people that!" I was furious but also scared that he would actually attempt to show it once again.

"Then do me a favor," Sakusa says.

"What, dumbass," I asked.

"Kiss me where it hurts." Sakusa points at the cheek where I punched him.

"I- w-what no! Don't you hate physical contact!?" I protested.

As I was about to walk away, Sakusa grabbed my wrist. As I turned around to face him, a smirk formed onto his face as he lightly shakes his phone to signal that he was gonna expose me if I disobeyed.