Phobias- Sakusa x Atsumu

Chapter 15- Secrets were meant to be exposed.

Atsumu POV

It's been two weeks and I'm still shriveled up. Remembering that day just made it feel like ptsd from a frantic war I've been in.

It was getting darker outside as the only light that went through my room was my phone screen.

"At least he's doing well..." I mumbled. I traced my fingers around the black haired man on my screen. He just posted a picture, one where it looked like Komori took. He had on the same mask he always wore with the same scowl on his face. Komori smiled big and seemed like he forced Omi into the frame.

The caption was blank.

I turned off my phone and groaned. For the past three days, I haven't been able to get enough sleep. Why?

Well...

It's because of the dreams.
For some odd reason, it seems like I have absolutely no control over my body in those....types of dreams. And me and Omi-kun would do all sorts of lewd things....nevermind!

Just thinking about it made me blush. I pulled the cover over my head.

"Eh?" I then noticed that my phone was almost dead. I sighed and got up to go charge my phone at my desk, only to find that the charger had a wire sticking out.

"Huh? Is it broken? It should still work, right?" I plugged in my phone, and to no avail, it wasn't charging. I clicked my tongue and thought for a moment.

"Fuck it."

I grabbed my jacket and changed into comfy sweatpants. I stepped out of my room, only to see that Osamu might've been in bed already. I snuck downstairs and found Osamu's shoes still at the front door. I creaked the door open, and slipped out into the dead of night.

I took a breath of the cold air as I walked to the nearest convenience store.

Sakusa POV

I thought long and hard. How could I muster up the strength to go see Atsumu again? It's already been a few weeks since Osamu and I met up. If we met, it would be so horribly awkward.

"I honestly don't know...maybe the best way is to just be upfront and swallow your pain."

I massaged my temples after repeating those words in my head. I sat up and stared at my phone.

"Should I?"

Atsumu POV

"That will be 200¥." The cashier said. I dug through my wallet to find some cash. I handed him the money and quickly got out before-

"Ugh!" I let out a noise as I bumped into someone.

"Miya?"
I perked up.

"Kagay...?!" I said as a smile flashed across.

"Oh my god, it's my disciple!" I went in for a hug and I noticed his body tense up.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"I was just visiting a few family members." The blueberry answered as he followed me outside.

"What are you doing here?" Kagay said tilting his head.

"Oh, I was buying a new charger since mine broke." I showed him the charger.

"Funny, I'd thought you'd buy one with lighting symbols and such." Kagay says.

"Heh! You know me so well already!" I gave him smug smirk but he only returns a disinterested look.

"You wanna play volleyball sometimes before I go back home?" Kagay...yama asked as he gave me his phone.

"Oh...sure." I said a bit surprised. I punched in my number into his phone before he awaited for me to do the same.

"Uh, I think my phone is almost dead, so why don't you just write on a note for me?" I gave him a reassuring smile. He only gives me a nod before quickly writing on a piece of paper and handing it to me. He enters the store and leaves me alone outside.

"Haa..youngsters like him grow too fast." I sighed.

I felt better. It seemed having a simple conversation with someone made me feel a bit better. I kicked the small pebbles on the road. I stood outside my house before beaming a smile to the brick wall.

"I AM BACK-"

The light to Osamu's room was on. I suddenly focused more on the window before seeing two figures lock lips. I then noticed Suna's bike at the small driveway.

"What..?" I rushed inside the house and ran upstairs before barging into Osamu's room.

The two boys were shirtless and kissing all over each other. When Osamu eyes caught mine, he immediately froze.

"A-Atsumu!"

That was all he could say before I ran off again.

Suna POV

"Shit! Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I got off of Osamu as he pulled his hair in frustration. It seemed one of his greatest nightmare had come true.

"I have to go after him." He said as he got up from the bed and slipped on his shirt.

"Wait! Osamu!" I stopped him from running out.
"Let him soak it in." I calmly said.

"Soak it in?!" I could tell he was getting more agitated. "What if he does soak it in and decides to hate me?! Or worse, run away?!" Osamu tries to dash our again, but I grabbed his wrist.

"Calm down. If you run after him without him coming to full terms, he'll only push you away and stubbornly refuse to listen to you." I placed my hand to his chest, feeling his heartbeat pounding like crazy.

I rest my head on Osamu's chest.
"Sorry...I shouldn't have come to your house." I closed my eyes as guilt began to form in my stomach.
Osamu's strong spiker hands ran through my hair as I heard his heart beat calm down.

"It's okay Suna...it was going to happen one day."
His calm voice was back. It looked like the logical side of Osamu came back.

"Dont feel bad babe." Osamu lifted my head up and kissed my forehead. "I was the one who initiated the make out."

"You shouldn't blame yourself too!" I said sternly. He only smiles before taking a deep breath.
"Can we still go look for him? I won't talk to him, I'll let him get it all sorted...but I want to just make sure he's okay."

I felt the pain in his voice and gave him a soft smile. "I can't stop you."

Atsumu POV

I ran.

I ran as fast as I could. It was the most active I was after laying in bed all day, feeling the same way my body would feel in the court. I ran to the place that somehow gave me comfort.
I ran until I reached the park.
I sat on a bench under a street light, and everything I had just witnessed came crashing down.

"Was...Osamu gay this whole time?" The sudden realization hit me.

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