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"Eat first Grace," Our nanny said to me at home. Many dishes were served on the table but, I don’t want to eat now.


"Thank you but I'm not hungry," I smiled at them bitterly and walked to the parking lot. Dad and I are the only ones in the car now. It's awkward.


I sat next to the drivers seat and watched the scene as the car moved. I stared at my dad.


"Dad......"


"Why?" I just smiled bitterly and looked away from him without any emotion on his face when he was talking to me.


But when my older brother and my cousins ​​were talking to him, he always had a sweet smile, that's when I always saw him smiling.


I always taking a photograph of him. Whenever he is smiling. Because his smile is very rare in my case. I made an album for him.


Just for his smiles.


We arrived at school and the people around me were looking at me. And others are even throwing paper at my head. But dad doesn't care about it.


We went straight to the principals office and I saw Jeonghan and his friends sitting in front of the principal. He had a bandage on his head and a bandage on his cheek.


It's because of me.


"Have a sit doctor Jeon," My dad sat down in front of them, while I just stood in the middle of them all. I clasped my hands together beacuse it's trembling again.


"How are you grace," The principal asked me as I was about to speak but Jeonghan's friend Seungcheol spoke.


"Still a disgrace," I just looked at my feet and I didn't look at them even though they were already laughing at me.


I looked out the office window and many students were taking pictures.


That's why I fixed my mask and just looked down.


"I want to hear you side grace, what happened that time?" Our principal asked me again.


"I can't do such a thing-"


"But you did," Jeonghan groaned. I just heard my dad sigh. He scratched his nape and looked at me. "Just tell the truth grace," I looked at my dad.


"Why are you letting me say sorry to them! I didn't do anything bad!" My tears flowed on purpose and I wiped them away violently.


"You never listen to me dad, even if you never listen to me ..." Even though it's embarrassing for me to still speak.


"How can you do this to me, your own child you can't defend? What kind father are yo-"


"Your mom cheated on me back then! I don't even know if you're really my child!" He shouted inside the office and everyone heard it.


They all gasped in shock.


"You're both cheaters of you and your mom,  so admit it, already, " I was so annoyed that I broke the vase on our principal's table and threw all the broken parts at him.


"Don't ever include my mom in here Jeonghan!"


Blood was already dripping from my hand due to the broken parts of the vase, the principal held my hand and he even planned to take me to the clinic but I immediately took it back.


"D-Don't touch me," I looked at my hands trembling with a lot of blood. I ran out of the office and left the school immediately.


I don’t know where I’m going. I also don’t know where I will take myself. I stopped running and I didn’t even know where I was.


I sat on the grass and breathed slowly and felt the air.


Tears welled up in my eyes because of resentment that I could not get out of my mouth.


My phone rang and I saw my grandmother's name.


How can I answer her call if I look like this. I just answered her call but I didn't open my camera.


"My sweetheart granddaughter, how are you?" She's the only who cares for me. But I don't want to be a burden on her.


"G-Grandma, I-I'm totally fine," I wiped my tears and I faked my smile while looking at the river.


"How's your exam sweetheart?" while I was holding my cellphone I was also pulling out the leaves that were on the floor.


"I-It's great my professor said I'm the H-highest isn't that g-good?" I smile while there is pain in my heart.


You can't cry in your grandmother grace.


"I know you can do It, You're the best of all grandchildren, grandma loves you so much," In the extreme pain I was feeling I turned off her call and cried quietly here alone.


I shouted out loud. And picked up a rock to throw into the river in front of me. "H-How ...." how they ruined my life so fast.


After I turned my back, a man exposed himself to me and he was wearing a peasant shirt. "M-Miss are you okay?" I shook. He walked slowly towards me and hugged me and stroked my back.


"It's fine to be angry sometimes," I just leaned on his chest and cry and cry. He keep creasing my back


"If you're angry just shout It out I won't judge you,"


"Your feelings are always valid,"

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