Cheater | Svt Jeonghan

C - 15

"Ma'am I will, when I have saved up, I promise myself that I will study again," My chest tightened with what I am saying right now.

I'm supposed to be professional now.

"You got a talent grace, don't waste it, I'm here to support you, no matter what your decisions are, I'm here as your grandmother, not your boss grace," She closed her eyes, and a few minutes later she is already asleep.

I'm very happy to watch her while stroking her head. I remember when I'm taking care of my own lovely grandmother.

When she is sick, I always sleep next to her and comb her hair.

Now I wonder who takes care of her when she is sick. Who will feed her healthy food? Who will comb her hair when she is sick?

Who?

Now, who? and I am no longer by her side?

I just smiled bitterly and my tears fell, I immediately wiped them, and left her room.

When I went straight to my room, I lay on the bed and just stared at the ceiling.

I used my arms to cover my eyes that were about to cry, I promised myself that I would never cry in front of others. Especially when I'm alone.

I still can't sleep even it's already one o'clock in the morning.

I turned on the light and wrote important medical information. I'm still trying to review everything for myself.

But I can't get rid of the regret for all the hard work I've done.

When I was 18 years old I already planned my future after I work as a nurse I want to build my own family. I told myself I wanted to be a caring mom.

"I promised myself that I would never imitate my mommy," I whispered. My future child doesn't deserve a mom like her.

After I read some articles I felt sleepy and before I went to bed I sef my alarm clock in 4-AM to prepare breakfast.

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My eyes are still blinded by the lights. I just woke up and went straight to the kitchen.

I saw Joshua wearing a shirt and gray pants, he is drinking his coffee at the table.

"Hey, good morning,"

"Good morning too," He patted the chair beside him but I shook my head. "I'll cook your grandmother's breakfast first," He nodded and continued reading the book while he is eating.