Cheater | Svt Jeonghan

C - 7

I observed our house from the outside, "This is the last time I will see this," I went up to my room and took the suitcase that was under my bed.

I also removed the pictures of us hanging on the wall, I put them in a big sack. I took all my clothes from my cabinet and folded them before putting them in my suitcase.

"My room looks so empty," I took out the album I made for dad and opened it. I read the letters I made for him that I couldn't give.

01-30-04

My daddy is smiling, he is so genuine to my cousins!

01-30-05

My dad is in the operation room right now, and he is so busy that's why I made him a pancake, but he said it's not good for his health, my two eyes saw it, he threw my pancakes away...

01-30-06

It's my birthday today, mommy and daddy are at work, while my older brother is with them, celebrating my cousin's ​​birthday...

01-30-07

I'm immersing myself to be a nurse, I hope my dad would say he is proud of me someday! He will! My daddy loves me. I know it!

01-30-08

It's my birthday today, daddy and mommy said they're busy, so I celebrate my birthday with my dogs in my room.

01-30-09

My 17th birthday is today. My dad scolded me because I made a cake for myself. Is that wrong?

01-30-18

My 18th birthday today I'm celebrating alone... I wish my dad would greet me today.

I saw my picture holding a cake in the middle of the darkness in my room. I really like to capture anything that happens in my life. I'm wearing a white dress while my eyes are closed. That time I'm wishing. I wished dad would have come. And say I love you to me, Like other fathers out there.

That day I heard his car arrive so I went down the stairs carrying my cake carefully. I met him at the door then.

"P-Papa it's my birthday today tadaa!" I didn't expect his reaction then. He shook my hand and my cake fell to the floor.

"Stop it, grace, I'm tired," he removed his necktie and sat on our sofa, "Get me some water," I immediately followed him and gave him what he asked for.

He gave me back the glass he was drinking from and went into his office, I just looked at my cake that fell on the floor. I went back to the kitchen to get a rag.

"It's okay grace, maybe dad was just tired that's why he did that," while my tears were falling, I was still smiling as I wiped the floor.

"Dad's just tired, It's fine because he's busy, their jobs aren't easy, maybe he's just stressed," I convinced myself.

I entered my room then and leaned my body against the door after closing it quietly. A few minutes later someone knocked on my door. I opened it and saw my grandmother with a cake.

I smiled widely when I saw her entering my room. "Happy birthday to my favorite granddaughter!" she greeted me. I hugged her tightly and cried silently on her shoulders.

"Blow the candle and wish grace," I closed my eyes tightly and held my two palms together to make a wish.

I wish Grandma's long life.

I wish for my brother's entrance examination.

For my mom's health.

For my dad's health.

For my cousins' ​​happiness.

I just remembered that I didn't ask for anything for myself. I even put other people first, on my birthday.

I touched that album and looked at it for the last time. I have hidden all the pictures in my room in a big sack. I will leave only one thing on my table. And that is our family picture without me in it.

"Brother, mother, father, I will miss you all," I choose to stay away from them to let myself grow. Even if it hurts me. It's fine as long as it's for them.

Jeonghan and his friends ruined everything good in my life.

All the moments that I should have. He made his own.

I don't wanna be grace anymore.

I want them to pay for everything they have done to me.

Kneeling and sorry isn't enough for this, I will make them suffer and taste their own medicine.