Cheater | Svt Jeonghan

C - 34

White room. Cold night. The silence is ringing in my ears.

What did I just do?

I cupped my cheeks to stop making myself cry.

Why did I do these things?

In my whole entire life. I'd never imagined myself broken like this.

I saw the door of my room open, and my doctor smiled at me.

Seungkwan, Hoshi and Woozi are still not here. They said they will come over again if I'm already awake.

I already gained my consciousness at that time. But I really don't know how to face them. I don't know what to say. They're my friends. Whenever they're leaving me in this room. I'm still trying not to cry.

I'm still trying to forget those things.

"Good evening, I'm glad you're already awake, after 5 days, it's pretty long grace," My eyes laid on him. I can't feel myself anymore.

"T-Thank you doc," He took something from his pocket and showed it to me. My eyes started to moist. My chest is gripping itself.

"Why did you take this?" He sighed. "Grace, why did you take these things? I didn't ask your friends who were out earlier, because this is super confidential for the doctor and patient,"

"Luckily you vomited some of these,"

"Grace, you just took more than 80 capsules of sleeping pills, and you just gulped down liquid sleeping pills that expired 3 years ago?"

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Grace shook her head as tears continued to fall from her eyes. She lost a lot of weight in just 2 weeks. She lost everything.

"I-I don't.....I-I don't know either," She covered her face with her palms, and cried silently. "I-I don't know what to do anymore,"

Her doctor patted her back gently to calm her down. Grace's friends never saw her cry after her graduation ceremony.

"I'm so scared of myself,"

"I really want to forget everything, but I can't!" She really wants to shout. She really wants to feel valid. But she herself is so weak at this point.

"I don't know where I went wrong," she shakes her head and cries.

Grace is hurting a lot now but she still chooses to remain silent and not tell her problems to her friends.