A Fiery Romance

My Life, My Choices

Stray's POV
I decide I should. I put my hand on the door knob and turn. I pull the door open. Blondie...I mean Raleen, was outside my door, this time in normal clothing with a purse draped over her shoulder. "Uhm, hello?" I ask surprised. I wasn't too sure of why she was here. "Humph.'Bout time you let me in." She walked in, sticking her nose up in the air. I roll my eyes, shutting the door. I turn around to look at her. "What are you doing here, and how did you even know where I lived?" Raleen seemed like she was searching my apartment for something, or rather, someone. "Where is he!?" she yells. "Where's who? You haven't exactly gave me an answer yet." I respond. "Where's Axel- I mean Lea?" she hesitates. How does she know Axel? Does she know him? Of course! That's why she called Lea 'Axel'! She must've known him before! That liar! He must've known whom she was to begin with and acted like he didn't! "Look! He doesn't live here, I don't know where he could be, but could you please get out of my apartment? You're taking up space!" I exclaim. She snaps her head in disgust and glares at me. "Whatever. Just be wary. Who you thought your friend to be, is not who he is now." She says as she walks past me, opens the door, and walks out. What is with her? Be wary? Me? Cha' right! If anyone needs to be wary, it's Axel because whenever I see him again, I am sure to give that boy a piece of my mind! I walk swiftly to the door and shut it once again and lock it before anyone else shows up. I then walk to the kitchen and reach for the journal I had hid in the oven. Instead of pondering on the couch, I go to my room and make myself comfy upon my bed. Okay, back to where I left off. "I am finally back to normal. Axel is no more. Having no heart, was considerably painful. There was no emotions to feel, nothing to express one's self on. I don't even remember how I changed into a Nobody. It just...kind of happened. Oh well. Nothing to worry about anymore. I am Lea once more. I will reverse back to the way I am and leave Axel and everyone associated, behind. If Axel should return, I probably will remember of what had happened as Lea, but I'll push them away, just so they can be safe from the cold and ruthless, other me." Nobody? Other me? Back to normal? What was he saying? Who exactly was whom? What exactly was going on? And why am I the one sitting here, trying to decipher everything going on? I just met the guy yesterday. Today was only our second day together as friends. So, why was I so involved with this guy? I felt like there was some great common force pulling me to him, and I had no idea why. Oh well. If he really remembers me, and he's just not remembering me on purpose for my benefits, then so be it! Like, I had just moved here yesterday. I need to work on my own priorities. Not his or anyone else's. If he turned into a 'Nobody' before, then I'm sure he can go back to normal on his own once again, without my help. I close the journal and decide to walk over to my dresser and place it within the first drawer. I took a glance at my clock. It read: 6:30pm. I decide to go forth back into the living area, pick up the roll-on, and finish the other two walls.