After meeting her ex

Secrets

Andy's POV

I have this secret that has been eating up inside me and I don’t know what to do and I can’t tell Maya cause I’m afraid of what her reaction will be.I’m thinking about telling her but I just don’t know if she will be freak or accept then I was thinking about talking to Carina  but I don’t know if she will freak out or what. This is the worst part about having a secret that may or may not involve my best friend and her wife. I’ve had these feelings for this person but I’m not sure if I wanna act on them because they might be involved with someone but then again I don’t know I am just lost and confused and I need to talk to Maya so I’ma call her to meet up.

Andy: Maya can we meet somewhere I have to talk to you.

Maya: sure andy, is everything okay

Andy: well if everything was okay i would tell you over the phone

Maya: alright andy i’ll see you at joe’s in 15 minutes

Maya’s POV

I got a call from Andy asking me to meet her at Joe's cause she has something she wants to talk about in person.  “Hey baby I’ll be back” I shouted so Carina wouldn’t freak out that I’m gone when she gets out of the shower. “Where are you going?” she shouted back “I'm going to Joe’s” I said walking into the bathroom “To meet with Andy” I said. “Why are you going to Joe’s to beat andy?” Carina asked, making me laugh “No not beat meet andy” I said still laughing “Oh Okay”. As I was on my way to Joe’s I couldn’t stop thinking about what Andy wants to talk about and why is it so important to meet up.

Once I arrived at Joe's I noticed Andy wasn’t here yet so I sat at the bar and got some water.After a couple of minutes Andy showed up “Hey sorry I’m late I was debating on whether to come or not to show up.” She said  sitting down. “It’s okay so what is it you want to tell me.” I asked Andy and she kind of tensed up. “So what I’ma tell you it’s pretty crazy well not actually crazy I just don’t know how you will react and I’m pretty sure after I tell you both you and Carna will hate me or be mad at me.” Andy said rambling “Alright Andy calm down and take your time I’m sure we won’t hate you or be mad at you unless you do something to our kids.” I said laughing after.

“Okay I kind of have feelings for someone and you know this person an- Oh my god you have feelings for Carina '' I cut her off without letting her finish. “What no Maya I don’t have feelings for Carina” Andy said and oh my god she has feelings for me. “Oh Andy, do you have feelings for me?” I asked her and she started laughing “Maya I love you but you are just my best friend.” She said laughing at me. “Okay so who do you have feelings for that would make me and Carina hate you.” I asked her and she just looked at me and shook her head and now I am both scared and worried for her answer and her reason as to why we would hate her.

I am  so tired after the day I’ve had and the news Andy old me this morning is still unbelievable I can not believe she has feelings for this person after all the people she has been with she has feelings for this person and I told she didn’t have to worry about Carina hating her and I told her I don’t hate her for the person she has feelings for. I haven’t told carina yet and I don’t know when I’ll tell her but I know I have to tell her soon. Right about now I am getting ready to meet with the rest of 19 for a small get together and that includes Arizona, Her friend Maggie and a couple other friends of hers and I think Callie is going but I’m not sure.

I was about to start brushing my teeth when someone knocked on the door. I went to open the door and Arizona was standing there. “Carina is not here” I told her and she just walked in. “I need to tell you something and I can’t tell Carina because I don’t want her to think I did it cause I have feelings for when I don’t I just have feelings for someone else and I broke up with Callie because of it so please please don’t tell anyone” Arizona said ramblings and telling me not to tell anyone which means another secret I have to keep and I’m not to good at keeping secrets but I guess I have to or at least try.

Sorry I haven't posted I've been busy hope you like this chapter also comment what you want to happen