Notice Me \\Tomboo\\

\\Chapter 7\\

Tommy POV

(Beginning of Lunch)

I hurried to my locker as the bell rang. Right away I was met with Joshua. He held my waist as I opened my locker, "Hey cutie, any plans for lunch?"

"No, you?" I asked putting my things away.

"No. But I had a couple things in mind." He said then kissed my neck.

I locked back up my locker and then turned around, "I think we need to seriously talk."

"What's the matter sweet cheeks?" He asked cupping my face and holding my bottom.

"I hate being friends with benefits. I seriously like you and want a relationship." I told him right away.

I had been thinking about it all morning during class and...Tubbo is right. I need to set my priorities straight. Tell him what I want- And I guess.... I need to move on if he can't give it to me. This'll be hard though- I really like Joshy.

He sighed, "Well I knew this would happen eventually- Look Tommy, you don't mean that. You love this, right baby?"

"No, seriously Joshy." I said and pushed him off me.

Joshua grabbed my waist and bottom again, "I like you too. But, I dunno about the whole relationship thing Tommy. I like fooling around with you. It's risky and fun- I like us this way."

I frowned then muttered, "Kay."

I just can't....I like him too much to push him away completely. And after Joshy. Who do I have?

Josh smiled and squeezed my bottom as he moved his hand up my shirt then continued kissing up my neck. He was so close to touching my chest it was scary. I let out soft noises of 'pleasure'....but admittedly- mostly somewhat discomfort.

I heard a locker close beside me and looked to see Ranboo. He then walked away towards the front of school not paying attention to us.

Joshua squeezed my butt now and got a little more aggressive with his hold on my waist. He seemed thirsty.

"Joshy, let's not. There's quite a few people around...." I gulped nervous.

He pulled away, "Can I kiss you Tommy?"

I blushed, "Wh- What?- No Joshua I told you, my first kiss is gonna be with a boyfriend."

"You'll let me do all this, but not kiss you?- C'mon Tommy, I think we're closer than that, no?" He laughed.

I shook my head, "No. Now let go."

I pushed him off and immediately he grabbed me again, "Okay, okay- I'm sorry. I won't kiss you."

He redid what he had before.....I usually liked it. But right now it didn't feel right.

"Josh- Let me go. I don't want this right now. Stop." I said.

He lifted me up and put me against the locker. I winced, "Josh! Stop!"

He rolled his crotch against mine, "Oh baby~"

I shoved him off, "Stop it! You idiot!"

I ran off towards the cafeteria looking for Tubbo, He's the only one I feel comfortable around.

Ranboo POV

Tubbo and I sat down on the bleachers. There were a few other people, but no one too close to hear our conversation.

I cleared my throat, "Uh- Have you ever heard of face dysmorphia?"

He shook his head then frowned, "A- Are you like- deformed? Oh my gosh sorry! I don't want to offend you! I'm just curious- I shouldn't have said that!"