Notice Me \\Tomboo\\

\\Chapter 34\\

Guess who's back?- Me :]

Ranboo POV

Yesterday was fun. Tommy and I stayed home all day with Techno, and Wilbur even came over to spend time with us. I think our two dads were talking a lot about me and Tommy- But then again I'm not quite sure. I was just too busy paying attention to Tommy every second he goofed off or even spoke.

As of now, it was Monday and time for school. As I pulled into the parking spot, I noticed Tommy seemed anxious.

I parked and then asked, "You alright?"

"Y- Yeah...Just uh- a question?" He gulped.

I furrowed my brows worried, "Ofcourse, what's wrong darling?"

He blushed lightly then asked, "How do you tell someone that- that...That you wanna be more than friends? Like- directly, with a purpose."

I sighed, Its funny. Cause I know for sure, he's not talking about me. Still- I can help him very well. I've been thinking of ways to do that since the day Tommy friend zoned me. So yeah...I can help.

"You want...my advice?" I chuckled.

He half smiled, "Sure."

I took a deep breath, "Uh- tell this 'mystery person' that...you can't be friends with benefits anymore. And then sorta explain why- I guess?"

He nodded, "So like....What would you, say?"

"Uh...I guess that it doesn't feel like a friendship anymore- And I can't stand kissing you without you being mine. I don't like the fact that we're just like this for the benefits- Because I want strings....A label. And commitment. But you need to figure yourself out first. So hurry it up, cause I won't play around with you forever. I can only wait so long for you." I said and then blushed lightly.

Idiot. You just spilled your heart out-

He smiled, "Thanks. You're good at this..."

I awkwardly laughed, "Oh! Uh- y- I guess."

He cupped my face, "Thanks for the help."

"Ofcourse." I gulped.

He leaned over, "Did you connect to those feelings or something?"

I opened my mouth to speak- But I couldn't.

I couldn't tell him...

I couldn't really pour my heart out to him, because I know that I'll lose him if I do.

I have to bottle it up, because I know the feelings will never be returned.

So I'll just kiss those precious lips of his till I can't any longer.

And y'know what, if I can't have him- There's no point in keeping these feelings. I have to let them go.

I brought him in close and kissed him. He kissed back and we pulled away. I sighed, "Yeah, I use to. But not anymore."

He raised a brow, "What was the kiss for?"

"Goodluck with telling Joshua. I wanted to kiss you once more before you leave me for him." I chuckled.

He laughed, "Well alright, c'mon then."

I got out of the car and went around to help him out. Then we walked hand in hand into school. People were suspicious as I walked Tommy to his locker.

We got there and he began opening his locker. I did too and soon enough, you know exactly who- came walking up.

"Hey sweet cheeks!" I heard him- Joshua.

Tommy locked up his locker when he was done and turned around, "Hi."

"You look cute today." He smiled and grabbed Tommy's waist.

I locked my locker up too, then turned around, "Watch your hands, bud."

He raised a brow, "Excuse me?"

"Well- That's my boyfriend. So watch your hands, please. I ask nicely, once. Otherwise, we can have a repeat of Friday." I smiled and Josh slowly removed his hands from Tommy's waist.

"I'm sorry- boyfriend?" He awkwardly chuckled.

Tommy nodded, "Yeah. Ranboo and I- Who'd of thought, huh?"

"Wait....Tommy-" Joshua grabbed Tommy's hand and cupped his face, "He hasn't kissed you...has he?"

Tommy blushed and pulled away, "Well..."

I grabbed my Tommy and kissed his lips. Tommy just stay put. I kissed deeper and then pulled away, "Yeah. We've kissed."

Joshua turned red as he fumed. He clenched his fists, "I'm gonna get to class. I uh- don't wanna be late."

He walked off probably trying to blow off the steam. I laughed and Tommy was bright red, "Ran!"

"Hm?" I hummed confused.

"N- No more kissing...I- I didn't think of it before, but.....I wasted my first kiss on, on a friend!" His breath hitched and he scurried off towards the restroom.

"Tommy wait!" I reached for his arm, but he was too quick and had gone off.

I sighed disappointed, "Well- shi- shoot."

I walked off towards homeroom then went and took my seat. I sat down and ran my hand through my hair. I cleared my throat and sighed again as I wait for the blonde.

Though...It didn't feel like he'd be coming. Not any time soon at least.

"Hey Ranboo, let's put our differences behind us now. Tommy...h- he's yours. So treat him well? Give him everything- I- I wish I could've." Joshua awkwardly laughed, "Just- please be good to him. He's very special. Different from anyone I've ever met. H- He deserves better than me. So uh- yeah."

I furrowed my brows confused, "Uh...o- ofcourse. I'll treat him well obviously. But I dunno if I can just put our differences aside." I chuckled, "Maybe I got the wrong impression of you though-....weird."

He rubbed the back of his neck, "Yeah well- I really care about him. So...y'know."

He gulped and then walked off to his seat. I couldn't believe what he'd said. I was- shocked? Yeah. It was weird.

The bell rang and the blonde entered the classroom then took his seat. I opened my mouth to speak, but he did first, "Before you ask- Yes, I'm okay. And don't worry, the kiss was fine. I uh- I li- loved it."

I blushed, "Oh yeah?"

He nodded light pink and reached for my hand. I took it and he smiled, "Yeah. I uh- I really loved it..."

We laced our fingers and Tommy leaned in. I did too- Then kissed him gently. We pulled away and everyone began whispering since no one knew. Tommy looked away and bit his lip smiling. I chuckled blushing and looked towards the front of the classroom tryna play it cool.

I ran my hand through my hair again, "Dam that blonde....is something else."

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