Notice Me \\Tomboo\\

\\Chapter 39\\

Tommy POV

Today is our field trip! I'm actually pretty excited! Well, er- I guess I was. But not anymore. Anyways, I was required to dress nicely, so after my shower I looked for something to wear.

I had two lemongrass dresses that I could wear. One was green with puffy sleeves, and another was navy blue with spaghetti straps. I thought about it, Hmm- Ranboo said blue is my color. And if he likes me in blue....Maybe he'll approach me.

I took the navy blue one and put it on. It fell three quarters down my thighs and it had light blue pearls going down the middle from chest to waist. It had a pretty layer of blue lace ontop of it and an open back portion. I really liked it. Now, I needed nice shoes, but I wanted to be comfortable. So I put on white socks and my white Nike air forces. I wanted to put on make up too- not too much, just some.

I went to the bathroom and did my mascara. Then I fluffed my hair and stared at the lipstick. I was debating on wether or not to put it on. I rarely wore lipstick- Most of the times just lip gloss or chap stick. I grabbed it and then put it on. It was a very light pink, that was subtle and yet cute.

I fluffed my hair and then left out to grab my phone and small purse. We didn't need to take our bags today, we just had the field trip and then got to go home.

Once I was ready I walked downstairs and my father smiled at me, "Awe, you look beautiful. What's the occasion?"

"The field trip- Remember you signed the permission slip?" I smiled.

He nodded, "Right, right- And Ranboo is gonna be there with you?"

"Uh-..." I bit the insides of my cheek.

"Something wrong? He is your boyfriend, right? And he's picking you up right now, no?" My father raised a brow at me.

I blushed, "Well....uhm..."

"What happened?" He crossed his arms.

"Nothing! It's just...uh, that- Look, it's complicated right now. We had a mini fight over me having a little crush." I gulped nervous as to how my father would react.

He sighed, "Tommy if you have a little crush on someone and you're in a relationship, you don't express it to your partner unless it gets serious. If it's just a small "hallway" crush, then it doesn't matter. Your partner is never gonna wanna hear about how you think someone else is cute. Okay?"

I nodded, "Yeah but uh....This guy and I were kinda close before. And Ranboo and I are together now, yes- But I still have some feelings left...Which makes Ran a little jealous and really- upset."

"Hm, well you've gotta choose. You can't be with Ranboo and have a real crush on this guy. You need to shut one down and keep the other- Sorry bud." He sighed and handed me a smoothie.

"Thanks dad." I said then drank my smoothie.

"He's still picking you up, right? There's no way you're walking to school in that dress. It's far and unsafe." My father said sternly and yet I knew he was just concerned.

I shrugged, "I uh...I dunno yet. I haven't talked to him since lunch yesterday."

"Tommy. That's your boyfriend. You need to at least call or text him. Call him right now." He encouraged me.

I took my phone out and unlocked it. I sighed, "Dad, I dunno. Can't you take me?"

"Nope. You need to call your boyfriend." He said pushing the phone closer to me.

I groaned, "But da-"

"Tommy. Phone, now." He said.

I shook my head, "Nope. I'll wal-"