Do You Love Me?

First Time

I slipped my hand under the waistband as my hand travelled down towards her area.

I began to rub lightly on her clit and ran the length of my finger down her fold. She didn't move an inch, breathing heavily, eyes wide almost as if it was her first time.

"Is this.. your first time?" I asked her.

"Is that bad?" She asked.

"Not at all. It's a surprise considering the amount of people you attract but that's not exactly your fault. It's not bad. Just tell me if you want me to stop." I told her before continuing the motion of rubbing circles against her clit.

"Ready?" I asked to which she nodded.

I slipped one of my fingers inside of her, her body jolted away from me.

"Wait, wait." She said putting her hand on my arm, "Just don't move a second."

"Tell me when you're ready." I told her.

She began to grind on it a little to adjust to the feeling before relaxing herself.

"Ok I'm ready, but go slow." She said and I nodded.

I began to slowly thrust my finger in and out of her. She hissed lightly in pain.

Being a virgin, she was quite wet already. I moved my finger faster inside of her, stimulating her further so I could add another.

She hadn't even noticed that I had added another finger in as her pain turned to pleasure.

"O-ok faster." She breathed out.

I moved my fingers in and out of her faster, curling them every so often and reaching my thumb up to rub her clit, bringing her more pleasure.

Her head rolled back, as did her eyes as she began to squirm under the feeling.

"Like this?" I spoke, expecting no answer.

Instead she let out fairly loud moans, like music to my ears. The sound made me want to fuck her even harder than before.

I drove my fingers in and out of her at a relentless pace, so much so her back arched off of the bed.

She brought my face towards her to kiss her, my mouth concealing her moans.

She continued to kiss me until the pleasure felt too good for her to control anymore. She pulled her mouth away from mine and moaned loudly.

A knot formed in her stomach, eyes completely white.

She began to clench around my fingers signalling that she was ready for release.

"Fuck, right there baby, right there." She moaned.

I fucked her with my fingers mercilessly fast until her juices began to spill down them.

Even then, I still thrusted my fingers into her slowly to let her ride out her high. When she finished I pulled my fingers out of her.

She took them into her mouth, tasting herself before kissing me once again.

"How did you do that?" She asked, in awe of my skill.

"Practice?" I suggested.

She hummed before getting up and heading towards her bath.

"You coming?" She asked.

"Undoubtedly." I said as I followed her in.

She began to run the bath as I watched her, leaning against the counter, my arms folded with a large smirk on my face.

She let the water run and turned around to where she saw me staring at her.

"How about you stop staring at me and come and kiss me?" She said.

I followed the order and made my way towards her. I picked her up, she wrapped her legs around me, and walked her to the counter I was leant against.

Her hands rested on my jaw and mine on the small of her back.

She leant down into my lips and kissed me passionately.

I'll never get enough of this.

One moment we're strangers, the next we're enemies and now.. I'm not sure.

"Natasha, what are we?" I asked her.

"What do you want to be?" She replied.

"Anything you want, I've never been in this position before." I said.

"You've never been in a relationship?" She asked.

"You've never had sex?" I shot back.

"Touché." She said before smiling and kissing me again.

"So what's going on then?" I continued the conversation.

"I need to know more about you to be your girlfriend but for now, lovers." She told me.

"Aren't they the same thing?" I asked.

"Well I suppose but lovers seems suitable for what we are so let's stick with that." She replied.

"Alright, alright." I said.

The bath was now ready and we both stripped ourselves of any remaining clothes and got in.

I sat against the back of the bath and she sat in front of me, in between my legs.

I washed my body first and then hers.

She tilted her head backwards to kiss me again. Her lips were like drugs to me, I'll need rehabilitation if this ever goes sour.

We sat in the bath for a while, our fingers having turned into prunes by the end.

Time skip

We had spent the whole day together again and before we knew it, day had turned to night.

"Well, this was fun, I better head back now."
I said, with no literal means to get up and leave.

Just say the words Natasha.

"Actually, could you sleep here tonight?" She asked, pulling my hand back gently.

Bingo.

"Thought you'd never ask." I said grinning and got in bed next to her.

It was warm. Our legs tangled around each other.

"Natalia." I said.

"Mm?" She asked, her eyes closed, exhaustion beginning to take over.

"I love you." I whispered, kissing her forehead.

She sat up. Resting on her arm.

"I love you Y/N." She replied.

I kissed her lips before laying down. The duvet was pulled up to our ribs. Just warmth. Everywhere. It felt good.

She moved her head onto my chest and wrapped an arm over me. I held her tightly before we both drifted off to sleep.

Nothing could possibly ruin this now, unless the team found out what was going on. They'd have to look deep though. Very deep.

As in, they'd have to get Natasha to confess herself, and I doubt that will happen anytime soon.

I believe she actually loves me.