Why? Why does this happen to me? He isn't sure about our relationship but yet he has fail to put in the effort. What sense does that make?
When the break first started I text him all the time but he would never respond until hours or fuckimg days later. I never got mad at him for it either. I was worried sick. Had me in tears then and now.
Maggie warned me. She tried to tell me. They both did. And I didn't listen because I thought he loved me. Ha guess the jokes on me now.
He would say he loved me but no he wanted my fucking body. That's all he ever wanted. He took my first kiss and everything. And yet im.being thrown to the side like a piece of shit.
God damn it I thought it could really work if I put in the effort. I guess Justin was right our signs aren't compatible. He didn't even tell me in person. He said what has our relationship become. Bitch it is what you made it. I did my part but you didn't do your and now it's gone to complete shit. So congratulations you bitch. You got what you wanted. You played with my heart and now you're gonna leave just like you did Maggie. Go back to the hoe kenedi.
UHHHHHHAAAAA I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING KNOWN! I SHOULD HAVE TRUSTED MYSELF BUT NO I WAS TO BUSY ENJOYING THE STUPID SHIT IN THE MOMENT! WHY THE FUCK DOES TBIS HAPPEN TO ME HUH!?! WHAT DID I EVER DO SO WRONG?!? I DONT FUCKING KNOW SO TELL ME!
Fuck it. Fuck you. You said you loved me. But I was just a fling. I knew it was too good to be true but I didn't care because I loved you hell as dumb as it sounds I still do. I think I always will.
Fuck you for making me fall in love with you. Cause now that I have loved you I'll never stop
Xx much love
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General FictionElla is a girl from a small town in Texas called "river roon". She's 15 years old and in 10th grade. She has a love interest and maybe a few friends. She's just a girl trying to make it in life.
