I NEED U

unsure?

"Jin?" I whispered his name.
"Yeah? What is it?" he questioned cleaning his fingers with a tissue.
"I want an advice" I said as he looked at me raising his eyebrows in a "what?" look.
Namjoon: see I've this friend of mine who is unsure about his feelings towards the girl he admire. He cannot tell if it's just his admiration or love, if that's a thing.
Jin chuckled at his statement.
Jin: Love is a thing, indeed the most powerful and beautiful thing. And about the presence of it in one's life is easy to identify.
Namjoon: I see, And it is?
Jin: If anyhow you feel like that the world with the person and you is complete.
Namjoon: And if they give you the best out of everything? If they care for you? for your existence?
Jin: you seem to already know much about it...have you by any chance fallen for someone.
Namjoon: Maybe or may not.
He smiles slightly.
"Here you go" Lily walked in with the glasses of sparkling champagne.
"Thanks" both of them said.
"Namjoon, did you leave Minnie at home?" I asked settling myself on the comfy chair.
"Yes, with her nanny" he said keeping the empty glass on the tray.
"I see, I wished to meet her" I said pouting.
Namjoon smiled and said "You guys seem to become very close"
"Isn't it obvious? your sissy is too cute." I laughed.
"Indeed" Jin added.
Just then Jin got a call.
"I'll come in a few" he said to the other person and hung up.
"What is it?" I asked with my knitted eyebrows.
"office work, I gotta go" he said picking up his belongings.
"You have all the time for your work" I said not happy that he's leaving.
"I'm sorry Lily, we'll spend more time until I'm here in Seoul" he hugged me and left.

I turned to Namjoon to see him already looking at me.
I sat beside him.
"I am very thankful for all that you did. I celebrated my birthday in ages" he said and I looked at him smiling.
"Glad that you like my surprise. I was planning it for a while" I said pouring him another glass of champagne.
"But, how come you knew my birth date?" he asked confused sipping the alcohol.
"My sources are always correct" I chuckled to which he smiled.
"I should leave now" he said getting up from the sofa, grabbing his stuffs.
"Oh, okay." I escorted him to the main gate.
Suddenly he pulled me in a hug wrapping his arms around my waist. My heart fluttered. Goosebumps took all over my arms. I felt so shy, which is truly rare for a person like me.
"Thankful to have a great friend like you" he said and broke the hug.
I hope he didn't notice my red tinted pair of cheeks.
"Drive safe, Bye!" I bid him goodbye, so did he.

I closed the door and ran towards my bathroom.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror,
'Wow Lily, what was that? huh? Don't tell me you felt something for him' looks like my reflection said to me.
'I did' I replied to myself.
'Kim Namjoon, you are making me feel the happiest.' As soon as I hugged him...I felt safe, secure, felt like happiness will remain forever.
'Ok stop it' I yelled at my mind.
'Just sleep, don't overthink" I went to sleep.

On the other hand,
Namjoon's POV
Why am I so unsure of what I'm feeling for her. God what's up with my heart. Can't you just stay in place when she's around. I am so afraid to trust anyone but still this heart control my steps in her direction.
Jin looked so sure that I had fallen for someone, why am I denying it? I looked upto her picture in my phonecase and slept eventually.