Adams POV
Its been 2 weeks since I told tommy he was out of the band, Sauli is more controlling than usual now. I had no idea he was like that when I first met him, he keeps tabs on me. Ringing my phone every few hours to check im not with another guy, he checks my text messages to make sure im not talking to tommy on there. Im not allowed to wear my tight pants now, he tried to take my makeup but I hid it from him.
I cant get tommy out of my head, I need to get him round here. I need to tell him the reason I said what I did. I typed out a message and unblocked tommys number. I searched it as I clicked his name and sent it. He replied back with why do you have to see me? I thought we were done. "Please come round I have to explain" I replied. He didn't answer, I stood up and glanced at myself in the mirror.
I applied more makeup over the bruise on my cheek and pulled my sleeves down to hide the dark red fingerprints. I heard the doorbell ring, I headed downstairs and opened the door. Tommy was standing on the doorstep, he was dressed in ripped black jeans, a white tshirt and combat boots. His hair was falling over his perfectly gorgeous chocolate coloured eyes.
"Hey" he said quietly his gaze meeting mine, "hey come in" I said stepping aside. He walked in and placed his guitar by the door, "why did you bring that?" I asked. "Audition didn't get it though seems no one wants me these days" he said his voice a little edgy.
"Yeah about that I was wrong, I don't want you to leave the band" I told him. "Then why did you say it?" he asked, "its complicated but I would like it if you would stay in the band" I told him. He blushed, "well I couldn't leave you outnumbered by cam and Ashley now could I" he said as I smiled.
"So wheres your fella" he asked, "work" I replied. "You sound very relieved do you not miss him?" he asked following me into the kitchen. "Can we please not talk about him" I said turning to face him, his eyes studied my face as they settled on the bruise.
I turned away as he walked up behind me placing a hand on my shoulder, "adam look at me" he said quietly. I shook my head and walked away as his fingertips brushed over my wrists. I pulled away, "adam" he said. I took a deep breath and turned to face him, he walked towards me as I backed away a little. "I wont hurt you" he said, wetting a tea towel. "May I?" he asked, I swallowed as he walked towards me.
He gently wiped the towel over my face as I flinched at his touch, "its ok" he said. His fingertips ran over the bruise as I shuddered, "your beautiful face. Did he do that?" he asked. "No I fell" I answered, "you really expect me to believe that. Sauli did it didn't he" he said. I bit my lip and shook my head keeping my gaze to the floor.
"Its not that bad really" I replied, "you didn't answer my question" he answered. "It doesn't matter tommy really its only small" I told him, he placed his finger under my chin and gently pulled my head up so I was facing him. His eyes burning into me as I swallowed, "adam its huge. Why would Sauli do that to you" he said.
"I never said Sauli did it" I replied sitting on the back step, "you didn't have to its all over your face. Why is he hitting you?" he asked sitting next to me. "Its only happened a couple of times, I make him angry. The way I dress, the way I talk to other guys. Ive brought it on myself I should have known better" I said.
"Don't ever say that. You're the kindest person ive met, youre caring, big hearted and gorgeous. Don't ever think this is your fault" he replied as I blushed. He smiled shyly and looked at the floor, I lifted his chin and looked into his eyes.
He reached up and ran his thumb over my lips, "you think im gorgeous?" I said quietly. "Oh yeah that erm well yeah" he answered, "youre not so bad yourself" I replied as his hand rested on my cheek. "But youre not gay" I said, "that's as may be but from the first time I saw you I couldn't get you out of my head. From your crystal clear blue eyes down to your cute little butt. Youre driving me crazy adam, if you were mine id never hit you" he replied.
"I drive you crazy? Tommy, I see you when I go to sleep and when I wake up. I imagine my lips locked with yours, my fingers in your hair. Your fingers on my body, caressing it. You drive me wild tommy, those chocolate caramel eyes and your perfect pink lips. Everything about you makes me want you, I knew it right from the first moment I laid eyes on you" I told him.
He leant towards me his gaze never once leaving mine as his lips met mine, I shivered at his touch as he smiled against my lips. He pulled away, "that was nice" I said quietly blushing. "Good because im about to do it again" he replied, his lips met mine once more as he gently pushed my backwards. I landed on the concrete as his fingers tangled in my hair as he deepened the kiss.
I heard something shatter to the floor as we sprung apart, Sauli was standing in the kitchen with a broken bottle of wine at his feet. He looked pissed off, I looked at tommy as I gulped...
