sometimes i hear a song that reminds me of you.
it holds me in a trance for a moment, reminding me of the way you used to hold me in your arms,
how your face lit up when you saw me and how my cheeks blushed red when your eyes met mine.
how you squeezed my hand tightly so i didn't lose my balance as we looked up at the clear night sky.
how you held both of my hands in yours the same way you held my gaze as you told me you "would never break my heart".
how we sat next to each other in absolute silence which was broken by your defeated sighs.
how i realised you'd lied as my heart shattered in front of you, drunken tears smudging my mascara as i buried my head in my hoodie.
how i pined for you, for months. looking for you in every boy i spoke to but always failing to find even a glimpse of you.
because all i wanted was you and i truly believe that there is no one else like you.
so now i skip that song that reminds me of you, that takes me back to that summer.