Shady's obsession

14.

"Things are good, my world revolves around Justin again and I have nobody else but him, he has nothing to be mad about, I have no life. So we're perfect." I shrugged as Marshall seemed to be analyzing my every movement.

"You've lost alot of weight, are you ok?" He asked.

"Yeah I'm fine." I shrugged.

My phone rang and I declined it, only for Justin to start FaceTiming me.

"Are you okay?" I said as the call connected.

"Hazel!? You're not at work, so where are you?!" Justin groaned.

"At a friends house." I shrugged.

"Whatever."  He scoffed before hanging up.

"He's happy." Marshall chuckled sarcastically.

"Yeah." I scoffed.

"He wrote a song about me."

"Really?" Marshall seemed interested.

"It's definitely inspired by you, or slim shady at least." I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Oh. What's the song about?" He asked hesitantly.

"All the fucked up ways he would either kill me or keep me with him if I tried to leave." I scoffed.

"He needs to stop being so damn angry, I get he takes inspiration from me or whatever, but I shouldn't be the excuse for him to act like that."

"I know he's constantly talking about how he'll kill me, and honestly I believe it sometimes."

"Look I know I talked about literally killing Kim on a song but I talked about how I felt at the time, when it comes to my kids and cheating and all that toxic shit, Kim actually did me wrong, and I put it into my music, I know I did wrong too though." He shrugged.

"You don't have to explain that, I'm not judging you, I fucking love your music, you don't see me beating bitches because of it. Justin is nothing like slim shady, as much as he thinks he is, he's worse, I've never done him dirty, instead of admitting his issues he's just acting like his behaviour is ok." I huffed.

"Hazel have you tried to talk to him?" Marshall asked.

"Well yeah bit he just goes off at me everytime or gives me some half hearted apology." I shrugged.

"Do you think maybe I should talk t-"

"Nope, the last thing he deserves is a conversation with you, his idol, the same guy he's using as his excuse for his behaviour." I frowned.

"Ok, ok." Marshall put his hands up in surrender.

"I do understand his issues, we've both lived the same fucked up life we both barely talk to our family, we're both stressed out, but I'm on his side, always have been, since we were kids, so why does he keep pushing and pushing."

"He's angry and bitter at everything is what I'm guessing, he should channel that anger and hunger through his music, he could do something great with it." Marshall shook his, he almost seemed disappointed.

"I'm sorry for talking about this shit with you, you probably don't wanna hear it." I sighed.

"You can talk me about it whenever you want, I wanna be here for you, in whatever way I can be, Haze." He pulled me into a hug.

"Thank you Em" I smiled softly.