𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

02 | I'm Sorry

*Song rec - Like you do by Joji*

"Jisung?" A small whisper was heard beside me, snapping me back to reality as I slowly put the man down. He now looked scared. "Jisung is that you?"

I take my hands away from the male and look to my left to meet eyes with big brown ones.

Still so pretty.

"It is you" He whispered, "It's been so long" He gave me a sad smile. I now realized how much I hated this. How he is coming into my life, my club, and acting like he didn't do wrong.

For a year I blamed myself but now I realize it was never my fault. So I stood there, with corroded brows "Who are you?"

His smile fell and pain flashed in his eyes. "I-I-"

"It doesn't matter, take your boyfriend and never step foot in my club again," I said harshly, walking past him and looking towards the DJ. signaling for him to turn the music back on. Ignoring the sound of my name being called as I walked out of the club.

I sigh loudly, making fog be seen from the cold air. "What a fucking night" I mumble, pulling a box out of my pocket and taking a cigarette between my lips. I put the cigarette box back into my pocket.

With the cigarette between my lips, I hold up my left hand, blocking the air from blowing out the light as I light the cigarette. When it lights I inhale it and shove the lighter into my pocket.

Exhaling and leaning my back onto the wall. The door opened and closed. I looked to see a few friends leaving and laughing loudly, walking down the street with a few stumbles that caused more laughter.

I look down at my wet dress shirt that stuck to my toned chest. Taking another drag of the cigarette as the door opened again. I look again out of habit and to my surprise it wasn't the group with whom I had an altercation within the club.

It was the brunette, all alone. No boyfriend following behind him.

I look away to the few cars that passed. "I do remember telling you to leave," I said softly, not finding it in me to raise my voice. Not to him anyway.

"Do you mean it?" His voice was small, I frown and take the cigarette between my lips before pulling it away. Nodding.

"The pretty boy spilled my drink on my shirt, then pushed me and I do remember he tried to punch me after he was in the wrong." I look at the male. "Yeah, I do mean it when I told y'all to leave" I knew what he meant but I played dumb. I didn't know how to go about that conversation but if he was still the same person I use to know then he will not give up.

He shook his head slightly "I mean when you said you don't remember me? Do you mean it? You really forgot?" His voice was sad and his eyes grew watery. I swallow harshly and look away.

He walks in front of me, "Tell me" His voice was more demanding. "Tell me how forgettable I am" A tear fell on his cheek.

Flashback
The air was warm as we lay there in the flower field. His head was on my chest as we stare up at the stars and the bright moon.

We laid there in comfortable silence as he played with my fingers and I played with his hair. He hummed now and then which brought a smile to my face.

This was all we needed. All I needed.

"Jisung?" He said softly, as I hum in response.

"Do you ever think about the future?" My hand stops moving and he turns around. Laying on his stomach with his chin now laying on my chest, looking down and me.