𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

30 | Fuck Patience

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My eyes are wide, looking slowly at Chan who leaned over the bar. He also looked at Changbin in shock.

"Is it that surprising?" Changbin says.

I inhale sharping, looking at Chan and he looks at me. Snorting and nodding at each other. We look back to Changbin and in unison, we nod and say "Yeah"

"Fuck y'all, I've been talking about this"

"That's the reason, you've been talking about yet you haven't done it," I said, making Changbin roll his eyes.

"You for real about this?" Chan asks.

Changbin nods "I am. I love Felix"

"But enough to marry him?", Changbin looks at me with a "are you serious" look.

I knew Changbin loved Felix but marriage? Isn't he scared it could ruin what they already have?

"Yes, I think you just have a bad stigma around marriage but if you love someone and want to spend the rest of your life with them, marry them because that shows them all those promises aren't just you talking but they're true"

I look down and think about it before shrugging "Marriage ain't for me"

"You never plan on marrying Minho?" I look up to Chan. I wasn't expecting him to ask this I shouldn't be surprised he did.

"I think it's too early to tell"

Changbin chuckled "Early? Y'all have so much history, how are you still questioning those feelings?"

"I'm not questioning anything, I know how I feel" I grow defensively.

Changbin just stares at me "And Minho? What does he want?", His eyebrows raise slightly "I'm sure you told him you don't want marriage"

"Marriage isn't the only way to show you care for someone, maybe for you, yeah. Not me. Bad stigma or not my life ain't meant for marriage—I ain't meant for marriage and you of all people should know that". I run my finger through my hair with a sigh, getting up from my seat. I left it at that, I wasn't in the mood nor did I have the time.

-

Minho recently started making it known how he didn't like how late I got home.

He wouldn't say it upfront, but he says things that hinted at it, so for a few days now I've been trying my best to get back to the apartment at a decent time.

I didn't have much work to do today only some papers to sign for shipments and to look over a few of our orders to make sure everything was working right and looked okay.

Turning off my car and sitting back, the thoughts of what Changbin said to me at the club came back to me.

Marriage. It was something I use to think about, not often but a few times when I was younger. Before Minho and I ever messed around and got together I thought about it once and then I didn't really feel the need to have it, I never thought I'd meet anyone who would change my mind and understand me.