Robin my love

Dear Robin

BAD THINGS IN THIS CHAPTER (SEX DRUGS ECT)
Also quick A/N ik nothing much happened in season 3 but I promise I have a lot more robin x T shit planned

We'd been in California for a while and we had a surprisingly nice house. Joyce had taken me shopping and told me I could get whatever clothes I wanted. Out of everyone she was definitely the most supportive of the whole girl gone boy thing. I got my hair cut into a sort of over grown mullet type thing. (Sort of like this)

(Only if u want tho I cant stop you from imagining T however you want)

"Dear Robin,

I turned 18 not to long ago and now I am working at a pizza place with Jonathan's goofy friend Argyle. Me and Jonathan have bonded over the shared friend and soon we all started smoking these smelly plants together. They make me feel funny like when the Russians gave us that truth serum only I don't always throw up. Joyce has paid for all my new things as I have been saving up all my money to give you a big surprise. Elevens been going to school with Will and she's doing really good in most subject but she still struggles in English. I try to help her best I can but Im working most of the time. I cant wait to hear how things are back in Hawkins, Please tell steve I say Hi and I miss him and pleaseeee call me and tell me about Vickie!

Forever yours
Teaghan Byers"

I finished writing my most recent letter to Robin and stuck it in an envelope sealing it and scribbling down her address. I threw on my surfer boy pizza uniform and rushed out the door to meet argyle and his van in our drive way.
"Finally man we have been waiting for like ever." Argyle said, already stoned at 7 in the morning. He quickly pulled out of the drive way speeding off to drop Jonathan, El and Will at school, While passing me a joint.
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After the kids (and Jonathan) were gone I asked Argyle to make a quit pit stop at the post office-
"Ahhh you're mailing another letter to that girlfriend of yours," He chuckled.
"Dudeeee how many times do I have to tell you she's not my girlfriend and besides she likes someone else." I sulked. Being high felt good, until someone brought up Robin then I just felt lonely and empty.
"I seee what's going on here brochacho, You like her and you think she doesnt like you back so you're like putting all these bad thoughts in your head when i reality she probably like is dreamin about you man but you just cant take a hint," Argyle smirked as if he was the smartest man in the planet.
"Yeah whatever," I sighed shrinking even more into my seat.
Argyle made the pit stop at the post office allowing me to mail my letter. When I was done I rushed back out side and hopped in Argyle's van to see him smoking a bong, with out me.
"Dude. Give me that." I said with a blank stare. He quickly handed me the bong with a terrified look as he zoomed of to surfer boy's.
Work today was boring and long, no one comes in during school hours so me and Argyle just sat in the back of his van smoking another bong. We did that pretty much everyday till we had to go pick up the kiddos from schoolio. We only ever really had to work Friday nights and weekends which I was fine with of course. I was living the life, I sat on my ass all week greening out almost every time, Argyle picks up the fam from school and then Jonathan joins our smoke sesh. Of course I didn't spend all my time getting high, I suppose you could say I pulled many ladies. After robin told me about Vickie i lost myself, at least i lost myself in a good place though. Whenever I was feeling empty or lonely I'd go pick up a girl, we'd talk maybe smoke sometimes drink and then we'd make out and our make outs soon turned into something more. My first time I was with this really nice girl, she told me everything that felt good and stopped me when something felt bad. I had done it with many girls after that, But i never actually did it. Non of the girls I'd hooked up with new about me being transgender as Joyce called it. I only ever used my fingers and occasionally my mouth. I never actually got any pleasure from any of it, I just felt a little less empty inside when I heard a girl beg for more or yell about how she loved me or scream my name. The name she gave me. Of course like everything else the good feeling didnt last so once we had finished I'd smoke a joint before going to bed and sleeping for an extremely unhealthy amount of time. Some girls called back once or twice, never more than 3 times. But I've got to say sleeping is probably the thing I love more than anything else in the world. It's when your body gets to take a break from the world and your mind gets to roam and fulfills all your deepest wishes for a short period of time at least. If anything I wish I could sleep forever, that way I could be with Robin and we'd be perfect along with everything else in my dream world.

If only.....