Robin my love

One last sleepover (saucey warning)

(There is mild saucey content in this chapter so just as a friendly reminder robin is 18 during season 4.)
I sobered up and had finished my shower but forgot to pack any pajama pants. I peeked out from behind the bathroom door. But Robin was gone. I sighed and walked out with one of Jonathans old worn out band shirts and boxers on, I sat down on the bed pretzel leg and patiently waited for Robin to return, like a puppy awaits its owner.
When robin entered the room she had drinks in hand and a try with a bunch of snacks on it and ice cream.
"Robin. I love you." I said grabbing the ice cream from the tray of snacks. she just laughed before grabbing some m&ms.
"Oh shit, I forgot to ask earlier. Do you have ay pajama pants or just like shortsI could wear?" Robin looked down realizing I was only wearing boxers. He face went red as she stood up to get me pants.
"Uh here," She said throwing some pants at me and covering her eyes. I quickly put them on and told robin she could look now.
"Sooooo you and Vickie?" I teased.
"She's just this girl from band I doubt she's even gay much less feels the same way." Robins eyes were glassy and she started sniffling.
"Oh Robin im so sorry I didn't mean to bring anything up," I pulled her in for a hug as she cried into my shoulder.
Eventually the sniffles stopped and her breathing slowed, she was asleep. I laid her head down on a pillow as I went to move the snack tray and turn of the lights.
"Teaghaannn come backkk," I heard robin mumble sleepily. I laughed silently and walked back over to the bed. I grabbed a blanket from the floor as Robin had fallen asleep on all the other ones. I gently placed the blanket over her and climbed into bed. I turned to face robin to admire her beautiful face in the pale moonlight. It brought back memories of the days when I still had a chance with her. Laughing all the time, teasing steve, constantly eating to much ice cream, staring into each others eyes in the bare moonlight. I smiled as I felt a tear trickle down my cheek. I was too busy thinking about the old days that I didn't even noticed robin had snuggled into my chest. I placed a hand on her head and the other on her back as I was afraid she'd push me away again if she awoke to my hands any lower. I soon dozed off into a deep dark sleep.

She pulled me away from the others until we were finally alone. "Teaghan Im scared, I lost you once and I can't again." She was crying as she began rambling. I couldn't hear what she was saying as I was staring at her perfect pink lips and blocking out everything else. My body began to betray my brain as I started moving closer and closer until my hands were holding her tear stained cheeks and I joined our lips once again. This wasnt like our old kisses, something was off I just couldn't tell what. I pulled away-"Im sorry I-," I was cut off when she tugged on my shirt and brought me to her level kissing her once more. This kiss was sad and filled with longing and sorrow but that soon changed as it turned into a sweet loving kiss before changing again into a hungry lustful kiss. I didnt dare stop her as I had longed for this for almost a year. I felt our lips part as she started going down, kissing my jawline softly before continuing to my neck. I let out a gasp as she began attacking my neck with her sweet lips. I knew this was wrong but I couldn't stop it, I didnt want to stop it. She had pinned my down and stuck her leg between mine. She then began lowering herself  as she looked up at me wait for the okay to take my shirt off. I wanted to say no but once again my mouth was betraying me. She began grabbing me just as I had grabbed the girls in California. It felt so good and I couldn't help myself, I let out soft moans. Bringing her back up to my lips, she kissed me sticking her tongue in my mouth as her hand glided down my said stopping at my waist before going in towards my waistband. I felt it loosen as her hand went down
"Robin-,"

"Teaghan, Teaghan. Teaghan!" I rubbed my eyes forcing them open to see robin shaking me. "Are you okay? You were making weird noises in your sleep." My face flooded with red as the memory of my dream came rushing back.
"Uh yeah sorry I was just having a nightmare," I lied hoping she Robin wouldn't notice me bright red face.
"Oh okay I'm sorry but you have to get up we're meeting the gang at family video before dropping off eddies rations," She laughed. I did too but in a less cute and more groggy old man voice.
I got ready even tho it was painfully early and we were supposed to be on spring break.
"Ready to go good sir?" I heard Robin ask in a funny accent.
"Why I'm not sure I think I use some more rest," I replied in the same voice.
"Whatever you can sleep in the car dingus let's go Steve's here." She grabbed my hand and pulled me out the door. I blushed at the sudden contact, I almost forgot how In love I am with this girl.