She's not afraid (One Direction/Selena Gomez)

chapter 34

"This feels strangely familiar doesn't it?" Liam chuckles, as we are waiting for three minutes to pass, while white plastic stick lays between us.

I sigh heavily, looking at him: "Tell me about it."

"So Harry knows?" He questioned hesitantly.

I shake my head and scrunched my forehead: "No, he doesn't. If I'm pregnant, then I'll tell him, but for now let's just keep this between us."

He furrows his eyebrows, clearly displeased with my decision. He only hums, no remark comes out of his mouth for some time. I just stare and see nothing clear with my own eyes, thoughts seemed to have my vision.

...Oh good Gandalf! I hope I'm not pregnant, I can't be! Well it is possibility, because for the past five weeks Harry and I couldn't get enough of each other and whenever there was a moment of time on our disposal we were having sex, even at the most random places...and only yesterday I remembered that I forgot to get another contraceptive injection...

"Did you this time think about all of this?" Liam suddenly calls for my attention.

I blink, turn my face to the side and make eye contact with him: "Honestly no I didn't. I mean I'm only 19 years old! Beside my first priority is marriage not babies." I pause to take a deep breath, his ears intently listen so I continue, "I am happy with this life now like it is. I like to train with you lads and chatting with girls, getting to know our family members better. And it was only five weeks ago since Harry officially became my boyfriend. I don't even know if he wants to have kids, well not yet anyway."

"How do you know that? Have you asked him?"

"No we haven't had that talk yet because he doesn't have much time. I mean grandpa is training him to become boss of bosses, on top of that he's going on the mission with you lads...He doesn't have time for a baby." I shake my head.

"Juliet," Liam sighs out, "okay, okay. I get it, Harry is a busy man. But if you are pregnant now, what will you do, not Harry but you?"

My mouth parted, as my brain experiments with ideas, thinking of possibilities, and that one particular idea filled my heart with overpowering love. Finally I begin to mumble my thoughts out loud: "If I'm pregnant I will definitely keep the baby, I mean why wouldn't I? The baby would be Harry's and mine..." faint trace of a smile appears on my lips, as I stare pensively, speaking; "I know I would love him or her unconditionally, because Harry gave that tiny human being to me..." my voice trails off into silence.

A loud gasp escapes my lips, when I fathomed that unconsciously I had hoped that this time I'd be pregnant, though fear mildly staying. My eyes jetting to Liam, he has knowing look on his face. I huff at his beaming eyes, he chuckles.

He looks down at his wrist watch, before gazes back at me, announcing: "It's time Juliet."

I take deep breath through my nose and whisper: "You look."

He shakes his head, amusement latched onto his expression. I bit my bottom lip, drop my gaze upon my fumbling fingertips, my heart now beats at the speed of a light, nervously anticipating his words.

"Juliet?" Liam pauses for a moment, so I look up at him, big smile tugging on his lips, as he states, "you are pregnant."

My eyes widen in shock, mouth gaping open, no words would come out, my mind is empty. Gradually his stature stiffens, confusion clearly present on his features because of my frozen state.

...This is real? Oh my Gandalf!...I'm pregnant?...It's Harry's baby...Harry and I will have a baby?...wow...

Long seconds later I choke out: "I'm pregnant?"