17|First Kiss

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YRIELL's POV

Sapat na siguro ang isang buwan na pag tulong sa kanya, sasabihin ko na ng deretsyahan ang sasabihin ko

Pero sayang din e, ang galing nyang cook, di rin naman sya pabigat sa bahay

I'm here at the theater room of our house,thinking how can I say that Jayden can leave here

"You can leave now"

But what's the reason, what if he ask why?

"Kulang na sa pagkain? No, sa kusina sya nag stastay so alam nya kung kulang na "

"Masakip na sa bahay? Ano ba?! Ang laki laki ng mansion, May gagamit ng guest room? Pero may iba pa kaming guest room"

Mag sasalita pa sana ako pero may naramdaman na agad ako sa likod ko,presensya ng isang tao, dahil narin yata sa lakas ng volume ng pina pa nood ko at nang iniisip ko di ko na napansing may pumasok

"Yriell" tawag nya sakin at naupo katabi ko " pinatawag mo daw ako.....bakit?"

Biglang nablanko ang isip ko, ano nga bang sasabihin ko?

"Kase.....uhm, jay--- no, may sasabihin sana ako.....kase.....jay"

"Sorry" he said with a low tone voice "Sorry kung palagi akong nalabas ng mansion nyo, sorry kung hindi ko hiningi ang permiso mo,gusto ko lang kaseng suklian ang lahat ng tulong mo,ang pag papatuloy mo sakin sa bahay nyo,kahit wala kang hinihingi kapalit gusto ko 'yong suklian pero mukhang napasama pa,masyado na kase siguro akong naging komportable dito kaya nalimutan ko na nakikitira nga pala lang ako,pag kasama ko kase kayo i feel complete, nararamdaman ko yung feeling na may pamilya" ani nya kasabay ng mga hikbi at pag patak ng mga luha nya

Bakit ba ganito may kung anong kumikirot sa puso ko kada patak ng mga luha nya at bakit di ko pa sya pinapa alis, nakalimutan ko na agad ang gusto kong sabihin

"D-Don't cry"

"Don't worry nakapag desisyon nako, I'll leave, aalis na a---" he said while forcing him to make a smile

I cut his words by kissing him, i don't know what I'm doing

Ramdam ko ang basa nyang pisngi dahil narin sa pag agos ng kanyang mga luha

Hindi ko alam kung tama paba ang aking ginagawa, hindi sya gumawa ng kahit na anong pag pupumiglas o galaw na makatutulak sakin palayo habang ako naman ay inihihiga sya sa cinema chair kasabay ang aking paghalik sa malambot nyang labi

Bakit ko bato ginagawa? Gusto ko lang tumigil sya sa pag iyak dahil naapektohan rin ako sa bawat luha na kanyang ipinapatak

Malalim na aking halik kahit hindi na ako makahinga ng ayos hindi ko parin magawang tumigil

"Uhm.....yriell---" ani nya kasabay ng pagtulak sakin

Dun ko nalang napansin ang ginagawa ko automatikong gumagalaw ang aking mga kamay at labi

Napa mulat ako ng ma realize ang mga ginagawa ko at ang aking paningin ay sandaling napabaling sa may pintuan

Si J.A.C.O.B!!!

Agad akong umalis sa pag kaka ibabaw kay jayden at sinundan si jacob palabas

He ran as fast as he can and go ahead to my bedroom, i follow him

Bumungad sakin si jacob na nakahiga sa silver white bed which is my bed

My bed had king size, 3 color combination which is silver white the bed foam, midnight blue blanket and black pillows

Nag pa gulong gulong lang dun si jacob at saka tumigil at tumingin sakin

Tumitig sya sakin at ngumiti ng nakakaloko na para bang ipinahihiwatig na may alam sya

He drag his phone and play something, it's us, me and jayden, he filmed it?! WTF!

"You filmed it?! What the fvck! Delete that asshole!"

"No i won't, this is important for collection purposes and also part of my remembrance"he said while holding his phone away from me

"Collection and remembrance my ass"

He just laugh and laugh after a moment he lay down on my sofa and stare at me seriously which is the sign that I can talk now

"What you see is just a mistake,i didn't mean to do that, this fvcking lip just moved uncontrolled,I-im not a ga---"

"Yes your not, but still your attracted to the same gender as yours, so i think your BI, bisexuality you know?" he said, i look at him for a minute and look down on the floor " Come on, I know you know something with that thing, bisexuality, bromance, boy love, your Uncle Xyrelle is one of the famous bl movie or series director"

"I know that's why the family hates him and his family, please delete the video footage for me, what if yullo finds out, sisiraan nya ko"

"Fine I'll delete this,but just a reminder yullo can't use this for blackmail,he also had a relationship with some stranger man " he said and delete the video "But yriell..... don't stop the feeling, what you feel for him let it spread, if you love someone you love someone, no matter who they are, what gender they had, it's fine as long as your happy"

"Stop.....I-i dont love him"

"Come on,you love him I saw you smiling behind him, when he is with you I feel the spirit of our old yriell,the lovable one, strong, joyful and bub---" jacob said

"Old yriell my ass, the fvck who i am in present and who i am on past is still the same, if your hoping that my old personality will back then take note that love can't change anything but can ruin everything"

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