Sorrow

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Jason worried for Dick. He knew this loss was going to hit him in a way that he couldn't handle. He watched Dick walk with Alfred to the manor, he contemplated what to do, so he looked to his adoptive mother who was drowning in sorrow herself. She was seeing him for the last time, so he didn't want to interrupt her. He looked back at Dick, who waited for him at the manor. Jason nodded to himself, sprinting to Dick.

A tear fell from Dick's eyes as he watched Jason run to him, he felt weak, he felt numb, he couldn't feel his legs he began to fall. Jason caught him at the last second. "Jay-" Dick let out.

Jason held him tightly. "I know." Is all he could say, holding Dick close.

"What am I supposed to do?" Dick asks.

"I don't know Dickie, I don't know." Jason picks Dick up, carrying him to their room, laying him on the bed, never letting go of Dick. Dick laid in his arms sobbing. He had felt loss, but nothing like this. "We're gonna get through this, okay?" Jason says rubbing Dick's back.

"We are?" Dick asks needing reassurance.

"Yeah we are. I'm gonna be here, every step of the way." Jason laid a kiss on Dick's lips, they were salty from the tears that had been shed that night, but they were soft like they always were.

Dick kissed back, feeling a sense of peace in this moment. "I love you-" Dick whispered out.

"I love you more." Jason smiled stopping the kiss for a moment. "Let's get you out of this and into something more comfortable, okay?" Jason says with sympathy in his voice.

Dick smiled at Jason, to see him in this moment, so caring, so loving, so empathetic. He saw another side to the man he fell in love with. Dick stands up, taking the suit off leaving him in just his underwear. He plays with the band a little bit, looking to his bathroom. He felt nasty, he felt gross. "I'm gonna take a shower Jay." Dick says with a twinkle in his eyes.

"Okay." Jason says softly. Looking to the perfect specimen of a lover that he had.

"Can you come with me?" Dick asks softly a hiccup in his voice. "I don't want to be alone tonight." A tear forming in his eye.

"I'd be happy to." Jason takes off his uniform, leaving him in his underwear. "I'll get the water ready." He walks to the bathroom turning the hot water on. Dick watched from the entrance, dropping his underwear, walking behind Jason, pulling his down. "Thank you." Jason steps into the shower, placing his hand out for Dick to take and enter. Dick smiles at this gesture.

Dick stands under the water, feeling it fall down onto him like rain. He feels strong arms wrap around him, and a bulge press against him. That's not what he was thinking about right now, but feeling Jason's warmth was alluring to him, he closed his eyes laying his head back into the crevice of Jason's neck. "I want it to be like this forever." Dick mutters.

Jason sways in the shower with Dick. "Me too." He kisses Dick's neck softly.

"I changed my mind." Dick smirks. "I wanna bath, I don't want to stand. I just wanna lay in the hot water, with you. With you holding onto me." Dick smiles turning around pressing his nose against Jason, who smiles.

"Okay baby." Jason changes the faucet to fill the tub up with hot water, laying down, Dick following behind. Dick laid back onto Jason's chest, as Jason massaged his upper body. Dick let out a moan making Jason smile. "One of my favorite sounds from Dick Grayson" Jason jokes, causing a faint laugh from Dick.

Dick moved around in the water, his butt grazing past Jason's length, causing a deep breath from Jason. He blushes at this breath. Every sound that Jason made turned Dick on, even in this moment. He turned to Jason, looking him in the eye for a moment. "I need you" Dick whispers.

Jason leaned in for the kiss, Dick accepted, placing his hand on the back of Jason's head, feeling through his thick hair, Jason explored his mouth, moans slipping out time to time. Jason let go breathing heavily, quickly moving to Dick's neck, sucking tamely, Dick's eyes rolled to the back of his head. Jason's other hand explored down Dick's body, caressing his backside. A moan slips from Dick's mouth.

The sounds of splashing in the tub were filling the room, moan after moan. Dick needed Jason more than ever and he was there. He was always there. Jason entered himself into Dick slowly, rocking his hips back and forth at a slow tempo, savoring the moment. Kissing from his neck back to his mouth, silencing the moans. By this time, both hands of Dick's were on Jason's back, clawing at his shoulders, leaving marks. The scrapes causing moans in Jason's pursuit, rocking his hips like the waves of the ocean. "Tell me when and I'll let go" Jason says.

"Never let go." Dick cries out. "Never."

Jason listens not stopping.

"More" Dick lets out, begging for more.

By this time the water was draining. Dick and Jason didn't even dry off Jason lifting Dick, walking him to the bed, laying him on his back at the headboard, Jason climbing a top of him, lifting Dick's legs, entering himself back into Dick, swaying again at the movement of the waves. He kissed Dick passionately, the night went on for what felt like eternity for them. The sheets soaked, but they didn't care. Eventually Dick fell asleep, Jason holding Dick, as Dick slept in his arms, using his chest as his pillow.

"I'll never let go." Jason whispered kissing Dick's forehead. "Never."

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