Tears

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" Don't ruin an apology with an explanation"
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Dick paced the hallway contemplating what to say. Hey Jay, i'm sorry I died! Never will happen again. Dick grunted frustrated at himself. God what am I gonna do? He's never gonna forgive me! Dick throws his arms up in the air. Maybe apologize and explain everything to him? Dick shrugged. No! That would be me trying to apologize for doing something bad and try to say it wasn't wrong of me to do. Dick face palmed himself. Guh Dick why are you such an utter failure? What am I gonna do? I already hate myself for hurting him so now he's gonna hate me for it too! Dick goes to the door takes a deep breath. Here goes nothing! He knocks on the door and Jason opens it up, Dick has to admit he thought Jason looked sexier with the natrual red hair, but he loves him red hair or not.

Dick? Jason says shocked

Hey Jay! Dick waves with a fake smile hiding his fear of Jason getting mad

Two dreams in one night! That's crazy! Jason laughs, and Dick just stands there

No, not a dream. Dick mutters

What do you mean? Jason smiles

It's me. Dick smiles

It can't be. You're dead! Jason says confused

No I'm not. Dick shakes his head

Prove it.

Dick slaps Jason instantly regretting it.

Ow! Jason rubs his face

Sorry. Dick frowns. See it's not a dream Jay, it never was. I was there last night, I was the one who told you that you'd lose me forever if you continued drinking. I'm sorry I've caused you pain, I made you cry, I hurt you, I made you angry. For that, I hate myself. Please me forgive me JayBird. Dick pleads

Dick, it's really you? Jason cries out of happiness

Yes, and Jay I understand if you don't forgive me. Dick smiles

Why are you apologizing? Jason laughs at Dick's cuteness

Because I lied. Dick explains

You can only lie if you were hiding me from the truth. Jason places his hand on Dick's shoulder. Dick I'm yours and nothing is changing that. I could never hate you for not telling me something that I don't need to know, because I trust that if you aren't telling me something that it's because you are doing the right thing. Jason holds Dick's head in his left hand and smiles

Could you please just yell at me? Dick begs

For what Dickie? Jason laughs

For leaving you alone, for ruining your life, something, anything! Dick begs like a dog for leftovers

You don't deserve it. Jason give a re-assuring smile

Yes I do.

Dick, you apologized to me because you were protecting me. Jason breathes. Us.

So you're not gonna get mad? Dick says shocked

Nope. Jason smiles making Dick just wanting him to get mad because he feels so guilty

I had to fake my death for a year, travel around the world, come back to Blüdhaven and find out something that you found out in one conversation! And you're not gonna get mad? Dick's ego refuses to not have someone yell at him for all of those things.

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