I LOVE my big brother, but don't tell anyone!

Chapter 28

Isaac

"Mm, this is nice," I mumbled, tightening my arms around my Angel's soft, naked body. Audrina nodded in agreement and I closed my eyes, sighing in contentment. A few seconds later, I felt her shuffling beside me. "Hey, hey, hey! Where are you going?" I complained, grabbing ahold of Audrina's arm and pulling her back onto the bed.

Audrina started laughing and squirmed beside me. "I'm just going to use the bathroom!"

That did not sit well with me, not at all. "Nope, you're not." Was my reply before closing my eyes again, keeping her in a firm grip.

She tilted her head back in laughter. "God Isaac, I need to go!" She tried fruitlessly to get out of my hold. I snuggled her body closer to mine.

A few seconds later I reopened my eyes, studying her silent, angelic face. She seemed to be torn between laughter and irritation as she looked back at me.

"What's the password?" I asked, feigning a grave expression.

Her eyes bulged out. "You cannot be serious."

I just smirked at her before once again closing my eyes, only peeking at her through my lashes.

She noticed, of course. "You're a jerk," she deadpanned, though I didn't miss the amused expression she was trying to hide.

"You're so not getting out of bed now," I grumbled, nuzzling my face closer to her neck.

"Isaac," she warned.

"What's the password?" I repeated.

She huffed and I smiled in contentment, never ever planning on letting her go.

"Oh, now I remember it!" She exclaimed, making me sneak a glance at her. "It is, if you don't let me go this very instant, I'm going to pee all over you!"

"That seems 'bout right," I mumbled and quickly let her go.

Before I had time to regret my decision, Audrina scrambled out of bed and headed for my en-suite. I checked out her naked behind as she passed, wolf-whistling at her in the process. Audrina stiffened at the sound and I started laughing. She flipped me the bird before closing the bathroom door. I just grinned, putting my hands behind my head and gazing up at the ceiling, seeing something completely different.

I still couldn't believe it. I swear to God, I was the fucking luckiest man on Earth. Audrina was finally mine. All mine.

I knew I didn't deserve her. Not really. Or at least she deserved someone better than me. I mean, it's not like I'd done anything truly horrible or the like. Except the part of being a complete man-whore. But I'd only fucked most of those girls because I had tried to suppress my feelings for Audrina. I didn't need to fuck around. I didn't need anyone else but her. Indeed, I did need her. Always would.

However, that's not the prime reason she deserved someone better. She deserved someone better because of what I couldn't give her. Even if we stayed together forever, God help me if we didn't, I could never give her a child, a family. I would probably never even be able to give her something as simple as an open relationship. I mean, how would that even work? Would we ever dare to tell our parents? What would they do if they ever were to find out? I considered myself to be a person who knew my parents rather well, but I couldn't for the life of me come up with any suggestions to how they might react. I didn't have the slightest of clues.

My parents weren't bad people. On the contrary, they were good, kind and caring people. But how the fuck would one react if one's children suddenly confessed that they were in love with each other? I don't even know how I would react if I had children and they came to me with those news. Not even if Audrina was the freaking mother to those children. Sighing heavily, there was only one thing I knew for sure. And that was, I was selfish enough to keep Audrina for as long as she'd have me.