I LOVE my big brother, but don't tell anyone!

Chapter 1

Audrina

"Audrina, could you please hurry up! I have a fucking date to get ready to!" Isaac shouted impatiently through the open window of his car.

"I'm coming, I'm coming!" I replied just as loud as I ran through the schools parking lot, toward his car.

"About time..." He muttered just as I opened the passenger seat.

I rolled my eyes at his impatience. "I'm sorry, but Sarah really needed to talk to me right after school."

"It's cool, now that you're finally here," he teased, gaining a smack on his shoulder, before he started the car and raced out of the schools parking lot. I was used to his crazy speed, so I didn't complain about it anymore. In his defense, he was a good driver.

"So, a date tonight, huh?" I asked, trying to sound casual, though I felt everything but.

"Yeah," he smirked, nodding his head.

"Who's the lucky girl for this weekend?" I continued to question him. Yes, this guy had a new girl every week. Talk about embracing the stereotype of a popular jock.

Glancing at him, I couldn't stop myself from checking him out, albeit carefully, so he wouldn't notice. Man, he was so effing hot! Isaac had pitch black hair that fell over his crystal blue eyes in a very sexy way. Yeah, I knew a lot of guys had that haircut now a day. I called it ordered chaos. Even though a few years had passed, but ever since Robert Pattinson showed up in "Twilight" as Edward Cullen, who could blame them for copying his hairstyle? It was so freaking sexy!

I didn't even dare to think about his body. It contained not the six-pack, but the actual eight-pack, defined biceps, broad shoulders, and everything else that made my heart beat faster. I had a hard time preventing myself from drooling.

"Aw, come on! That's not nice!" He said, feigning hurt.

"I don't care if it's nice or not, it's still the truth," I stated and he laughed.

"Well, I guess you do know me better than anyone. But if you must know, it's Sienna." Oh, of course, I should have guessed. It's the most reasonable answer, I suppose, that the hottest guy in school decided to go out with one of the hottest girls in school.

"So, how long do you plan on keeping her?" I asked with a raised eyebrow, sarcasm dripping over my words.

"I don't know... as long as I'm having a good time, I guess," he winked at me before chuckling.

I rolled my eyes, meanwhile trying to pretend that the ache in my heart didn't exist. "Whatever," I mumbled as I turned my attention out the window, not wanting to look at him.

God, how I hated to know that he was with other girls, when all I wanted was to be with him myself. But I couldn't say or do anything. No, that was impossible. All I could do was to sit in a corner and silently watch him with an unhealthy number of girls by his side, knowing I would never be one of them.

I felt him staring, probably noticing my mood, but I refused to meet his gaze and just kept on looking out the window. I felt someone poke my arm. Knowing it was him, I ignored it. The second poke made me glare at him, threatening 'do that again, and...'. Isaac smiled innocently, pretending like he had done nothing. I rolled my eyes and once again turned toward the window. Not many seconds passed before I felt another poke. Only this time, his hand stayed on my waist as he started tickling me.

"Isaac, stop it!" I snapped, staring daggers at him, while trying to drain the butterflies that had arrived in my stomach.

Isaac smiled teasingly, his gaze shifting between me and the road. Just looking at his beautiful, smiling lips made my heart beat faster and my cheeks turn a shade darker. I quickly looked away. I mean, seriously, it was even better than Brad freaking Pitt's oh.so-famous smile! Isaac had this cute, little dimple on his left cheek, which I always felt the surge to touch. I never had, of course. And probably never would... what am I saying?! Of course I would never be able, or aloud, to touch it!