Why Her?

Ch. 19

CH 19

Lena...

Its Saturday morning and I'm lying in bed with Alana in my arms. Jayden, he's making breakfast for our babies. Alana hasn't been feeling good and we don't know what's going on with her. She doesn't have a cold, it's more like just being fussy and won't sleep in her own bed. Doc says it is just something she just going through, being a baby and all, but it can also be the terrible 2s.

I'm not complaining though I still think about my unborn child. It's been a month now that Ayden and Jennifer told us that she was pregnant. I'm so happy for them I'm just sad because I still haven't gotten pregnant or I will never get pregnant and I want so much to give Jayden some babies. I look down at Alana with her chubby cheeks, she is just too cute. I heard my bedroom door open then close. He is walking over to our bed and lay down against me, "Baby I love you so much and I know it's not easy. I hate when you feel like this it makes me sad," Jayden whispered to me.

A tear rolled out of my eyes I turn around gently trying not to wake Alana and wrap my arms over Jayden then he wraps his arms around me. We held each other as I cried softly, "I love you so much baby and I wish that I can just snap my fingers and you're pregnant, but it doesn't happen like that. I can't stop you feeling sad, but stay positive you'll get pregnant. I just know," he kisses the top of my head.

"Thanks, for believing in me.  I'm grateful for our babies now and I'm really happy for my brother, Jennifer, Jason, and Kaylin. It just I can't help when I think about it that's all. Stay here with Alana while I go wash up real quick," I kiss his cheek and got up.

When I came out of the restroom Jayden and Alana were gone. I walk towards the family room and there they were my big family all lying out on the couch watching cartoons.  

"Hey baby, I made you a plate it's on the counter," he smiled at me. "Thanks" I walk into the kitchen grab a glass then went into the fridge to grab some orange juice and then pour me a glass.

I sat down and started eating my breakfast when Bella and Alana walk in, "mamma Alana hungry," Bella said.

"Okay sweetie, come on baby girl," I pick up Alana and sat her on my lap.

Jayden walks in, "hey why don't we get the kids dress and go to the mall. Do a little shopping and I need to take the boys to get a haircut," Jayden was doing the dishes.

"Sound good," I said while feeding Alana.

"Cool, I finish up here and tell the kids to get dress," Jayden was putting the dishes in the dishwasher.

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Jayden.....

I had to think of something to take her mind off this baby stuff. I was upstairs getting the boys dress. Lena was in the girl's room getting them dress. I went downstairs with the boys waiting for the girls. There was a knock on my door, "Come in."

"Morning, what's going on?" Jason asks.

"I'm taking my family into the city we will be gone most of the day. Going to do some shopping and I'm taking the boys to get a haircut. I need you to keep watch over the pack while we are gone, but I also need you to get the van ready and have 2 of our fighters following me. I will be taking the black van so have one of the fighters bring it out in front of my house," I was tying Chris shoe.

"No problem......stay safe and have fun," I look up Jason was smiling at me.

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We were walking in the mall and everyone was looking at us.

"Why are people staring at us?" Lena asked through our mind.