Why Her?

Ch. 21

CH 21

Jayden.....

I was sitting in a recliner watching my boys and Lena in the same room. I had told the doc to put my family in one room. They were all asleep I'm keeping an eye on all the monitors making sure my family is all doing well.

This is going to be hard because we have like 2 in half days before we know for sure that the boys are in the clear. Lena is healing well I smell her scent changing back to normal. The thing that is bothering me is these stupid ass Rogues moving to Reno tomorrow and are only going to be a few hours away from us. We already have so many guys patrolling and some even volunteer.  Everyone here wants to protect their families, the Luna and our children's.  

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It's morning and I'm wide awake. The night went through easily my boys are good no complication, so I'm thankful that the first night went great. Lena starting to wake up, I get up from my chair to stand by her and I pick her hand up.

Her beautiful eyes open up, "hey baby." I smiled at her.

"Jayden" she whispered out.

"Hey baby," I peck her lips with a kiss. "Jayden our sons.....where....where are they?" she started to get worried.

"They are right here baby, look," I pointed to our sons.

"How are they? What did the doc say?" she asked as she sat up. "Let me call him that way you can ask him any question," I kissed her cheek.

I walk outside and saw the doc just walk into the waiting room. "Doc she awake and wants to ask you some questions about our sons," he nods his head and we walk back into her room.

"Luna, how you feeling this morning?" Doc asked her.

"I'm okay I can feel my insides healing but something is wrong, I feel like I don't know it's just a weird feeling," she looks at me.

"Luna do you remember you were bleeding out and then with the blood loss, well you almost died. I had to do an emergency surgery and remove your uterus. Being pregnant was extremely dangerous to you. I blame myself, I should have told you that getting pregnant was dangerous for you and whatever punishment," Lena raised her hand and cut him off.

"Stop.....I would do this all over in a heartbeat. I love this pack and I love my mate, this is all I ever wanted was to feel what a real mother feels when having their child and it was all worth it. Now tell me how my boys doing?" she grabs my hand then kissed it.

"Well one day passed already and this is a good sign because as I told the Alpha the next 48 hours are critical. Luna, it will help more if you would breastfeed them.....were you planning to breastfeed them?" Doc asked.

"Yes"

"Good because with your breast milk that will help your sons become stronger, although you can't feed them, so you are going to have to pump your milk out and feed them through the tubs," Doc turn around to a cabinet and pulled out a breast pump.

"Can you show me how to do this," she started to pull her gown down and I growled.

"Not in front of the doc," I said.

"Jayden, don't even go there I don't even know how to use this. He needs to show me how to use it.......plus this is for our boys, so stop it!" she growled back at me.

"I'm sorry....." I apologize to her.

"Alpha, come to the office," Jason mind link me.

"I'll be right back.....Jason needs me in my office," Lena nodded and I kiss her forehead.