Jean x Reader: How far we've come. (Modern AU) [Book two of Love-Hate]

Chapter Twelve.

Jean kissed you. You returned the kiss. Jean decided to slip his tounge in your mouth. You slapped him. You tried to be nice at first, but this was the second time. He stared at you. You didn't want to be mean, but you stormed off. You were furious. This was quite a bit out of your comfort zone.

Jean seemed speechless. You walked all the way back into the school and into the library. Mikasa saw you, "Where's Jean?" She asked. "At the park." You grumbled. "You two are over?" She asked, shocked. "No," You replied, "I'm just mad."

At this, Mikasa motioned for you to sit in the chair next to her. You did so. "What happened?" She asked. "He tried to. . And he just. . Ugh." You let out a huff. "He tried to slip his tounge in my mouth. I tried to be nice at first, but he did it again. So. . I slapped him." You explained. Mikasa nodded.

"Do you think I should have not slapped him?" You asked, feeling a bit guilty. "No. Of course you should have. At least, I would. If you're not comfortable with that, show it. Or say it. You showed it." She said. You nodded, "You're right. Thanks." Mikasa was drawing something. You glanced at the paper to see a drawing of Eren. "Hey, Mikasa," You began. She looked over at you. "Do you feel something for Eren?" You asked.

She blushed, "I. ."

You smiled. "Don't worry, I won't tell a soul." At this, Mikasa nodded. "I'm going to go to the restroom." You said, already on your way. There were restrooms in the library, so you were going towards the female restroom.

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Jean entered the library, upset. Mikasa erased something and moved the pencil delicately. He walked over to her. "Have you seen (f/n)?" He asked. Mikasa looked up from her paper at him, "Why?" This question caught him off-guard. "I. . I need to tell her something." He replied. The girl stayed silent, resuming drawing.

"Mikasa, please! We were at the park, I slipped my tounge in her mouth, for the second time, and got slapped." He told her, frustrated. "How is that my fault, Jean? She wasn't comfortable with it. You were being a boy and wanted more, even if it was only the kiss. . I feel bad, but I doubt she'd want to talk."

At this, Jean let out a sigh. Mikasa was right, why would (f/n) talk to him? She'd probably hate him, just like before. Although, he hadn't been this crazy about her before. Now it was more than a small crush. He loved her. "Mikasa-" He saw (f/n) exit the area with the restrooms, and freeze.

Jean knew he screwed up a bit. "(f/n), I'm sorry-" He was surprised to see her hug him. "I'm sorry too, Jean. I just wasn't comfortable, I should have expressed that without slapping you." He stared into her (e/c) eyes before he ended the hug and kissed her. She kissed back. "It's okay, (f/n)." He grinned once the kiss was over.

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I don't understand. I'm crazy about you. But why can't I stay mad at you?

You had a smile on your face. Jean kissed you again, making your heart flutter.