Say You Won't Let Go (Harringrove)

Chapter 18: Are you nervous?

(Steve: 27 weeks) (Longer chapter?)

Steve was 27 weeks pregnant, he couldn't believe was already at the end of his second trimester already, he felt like the pregnancy went by fast, he couldn't wait until the pregnancy was over but he didn't want it to end either, he didn't know what to think about it currently. He had mixed emotions about it still. He really didn't have a good relationship with his body, he hated how he looked. his hips were wider which made him waddle while he walked, his back hurt from carrying the weight of the twins, and he had bad stretch marks on his stomach. 

Harrington felt like he was an ugly human over how his body was changing due to the pregnancy, he felt like Billy wouldn't touch him since he was getting bigger.  however, Billy, on the other hand, told him all the time, he was handsome and the only person that Billy wanted was him and always reminded him how much of a badass  Steve was since he could carry children, which was insane to him for sure, while  Steve still couldn't believe that Billy would want him, but he, then, remembers that the twins he was carrying's dad was Hargrove. 

They were in this for life now, which Steve didn't mind, he wanted to stay with the younger male until he died, so, he was really glad to start a family with him, well, they did wait for a long time to have a baby or babies in their case currently. 

"You alright, Stevey?" Billy asked, walking into his and Steve's bedroom where he found Steve looking at himself in the mirror, Steve turned around to look at his lover, who was standing at the door.  "Yeah, I'm fine, just thinking," Steve replied. "Was Robin right about me being huge?"

"No, Heavens no."  Hargrove informed, "You're glowing, Love, You're not huge." Steve nodded.

"I feel huge," Steve said, looking down at his large bump. "I can't see my feet anymore."  He sighed sadly. "Well, I got three more months of this and then the twins will be here."

Billy nodded at his lover's words. "Which reminds me, I got to get ahold of Hopper and see if he can come over to finish the twins' nursery up."

"Please, tell me, the nursery will be a nice color?"

"What's wrong with pastel pink?"

"Well, you picked out a decent color." Steve sighed while Billy laughed. "Well, Eleven picked it out, she said, it screamed Harrington all over it." Steve chuckled at that. "Only El would think of something like that." 

"Yeah, She's a nice kid, very polite," Hargrove replied, looking at Steve. "I'm glad, Hopper adopted her." 

"Me too." Steve said.   "You feeling pain?"

"Just my hips hurt." He sat down on the bed. "That feels nice." 

"I bet it does." He sat down next to his lover. "You nervous?" Billy looked at him. "About?"

Steve knew he was going to ask that. "About being a dad for the first time." Billy looked down. "You don't have to answer that." Billy got up from the bed. "Yes, I am, I'm very nervous about being a dad, I'm scared something going to happen to you while you give birth, I'm scared we probably will have to go to the hospital to have a c-section! I'm scared the twins will start de-stressing, I'm scared you'll start having a hemorrhage, and I don't want none of that to happen!" Steve got up from where he was sitting. "Billy, honey, look at me, Everything will be alright, The twins and I will be just fine, you have nothing to worry about."

Billy couldn't look at him. "And I know, it will tear me apart to see you in pain." Steve knew he was talking about him going into labor, and having painful contractions while the twins getting ready to be born, Steve knew Billy was nervous, hell, he was too, he was scared of the same things that Billy mentioned. Steve didn't want a c-section, but if there was something that would go wrong, he would have to get one, and he knew he would need one if the twins started to de-stress. He was scared he would start having a hemorrhage after giving birth, he was scared he would go into shock, and he was nervous about the same stuff as much as Billy was. 

"We'll be fine, I'm scared too, Billy, I am," Steve informed, he took Billy's hand in his and began to speak. "But you know, in three months, we'll have our twins and we'll be a family, We'll be parents Like we always wanted." 

"You're right on that," Hargrove replied, he ran a hand threw his hair. "I love you, Steve."

"I love you too, Hargrove." 

~Later that day~

"So, How's the pregnancy?" Robin asked her and Steve was sitting on the couch in the living room, Robin would make daily visits to come and see Steve to keep him company.  "Good, I think I'm in the honeymoon phase." Robin laughed. "Three more months until they're here." 

"Three more months?"

"Yepper, We find out when we are due, our next scan." 

"Oh, okay, please keep me posted when you find out." His co-worker said, looking at him. "Have you felt them kick yet?"

"Not yet, the doctor said, some women feel movements later into their pregnancies, so, I probably am one of them." Robin nodded. "Well, If you need any help after the twins are born, I'll be more than happier to come over and help out since I know for a fact that it will be hard for you to walk around after giving birth."

"You can, I wouldn't mind and I think Billy would need some help too, he likes it when you come around, he always has something nice to say about you."

Robin smiled. "I'm glad to hear that, Steve." 

"Yeah, He said, that you're my best friend."

"Well, I am." Robin replied, "We're the bisexual and Lesbian duo." They both laughed. "If you laugh any harder, you'll pop those twins out."

"Let's not make that happen." Harrington replied, "They have three more months."

"I'm surprised they aren't coming sooner."

"Why do you say that?"

"Aren't twins always coming early?" 

"Yeah, but some could come on their due date." Steve reminded. "Yeah, true." his friend replied. 

"So, have you and Vickie got together yet?"

"Shut up, Steve." Harrington laughed. "What, you always ask me how Billy and I are doing, so how are you and Vickie doing?"

"We're not together, Steve."

"Yet, the keyword here is yet!" 

"Whatever, you say, Steve." Robin replied, "Whatever you say." 

HELLO!!

Chapter 18 is done!!

Finally, after a long break from updating it is finally updated!  I am so sorry guys for not updating this book, I have been so busy with school and with my other projects on here, so, today and tomorrow I will be working on this story and High School, since I haven't been updating a lot of this book and I feel bad for the people who have been asking me to update this book, so, I make it up to you guys by updating tonight and tomorrow! :D since it is indeed the day before week 3 (blue) for me comes to an end, so, I want to get as much writing as I can get done for right now. 

I'm currently taking a step back from writing A Song for Someone until I can get a few of this book's chapters done along with High School, I will be working on Song for someone next week, along with my other two works, My goal for this story is getting it done by October or the end of October and or November; No later than November. That's my goal for this book! :) 

I will go update High School now! 

After I take a shower since I probably have a smell to me since I've been working my ass off all day, cleaning.

Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter, more to come tomorrow!!!!

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