We'll Grow Within Each other (Discontinued)

For me?..

                           Fuck this and fuck that. Throw this and burn that.

    The smell of the room wasn’t exactly pleasing, the smell of a blown out candle and burnt paper were the most prominent scents. He needed to calm down if he didn’t want to alert the smoke detector. Katsuki was standing in the middle of the room looking at his hands while wiping a cool rag against his hands. He was breathing heavily, the smell of smoke was concerning. Katsuki prayed, he prayed, that the alarm wouldn’t go off. The rag was getting warm and little sparks went off in his hands, Katsuki walked to the bathroom, hoping that his explosions stayed small. Katsuki didn't know when the sparks were going to go off so he just rapidly turned on the sink and ran his hands under it. Normally, he wouldn’t do this out of fear of breaking the mirror in his house but in a U-A dorm–that was different. There was no shower in the bathroom he could stand under, there was only a little room with his belongings which he could destroy without angering his classmates. 

    The sparks stopped but the temperature of his hand was still alarmingly hot, he couldn’t keep the water going for long. He stood there for around ten munutes, with his hands under water, and decided to just calm down the “Stupid way”. He looked down to his hands, avoiding his reflection on the mirror, he sucked in his breath and released it. His breaths were shaky, he was giving himself no time to actually hold it. He did it a couple times but it didn’t work, he just made his breath and heart beat faster. There was no one to instruct him through these exercises, no one but him. He looked up into the mirror and paid attention there, he looked at all his features. He looked at his eyes and the shape, his nose, lips, and skin. He paid attention to the structure and shapes the face was made up of. He did this for a good while, he kept his thoughts controlled, circle, triangle, bean shape, red, blond.

    After discussing random subjects in his head he calmed down. He didn’t know how calm he was but he decided that his warm hands weren’t alarming anymore. He looked down at his hands slightly panicking at the fact that he can’t pay attention to his facial features. Quickly he thought of something,”Triangles. They’re named triangles because they have three sides and have angles. Tri means three and a triangle has three acute angles. So, it's called a Triangle because it has three angles, acute to be specific..”. Katsuki recited this to himself while he wiped off his hands. When his hands were completely dry he walked away, talking to keep himself calm,”Though, Triangles don't always have three acute angles, they can have a right angle or obtuse, but they must always at least have two acute angles..right?”. Katsuki made it to the middle of the room again and stood there for a few seconds looking around as to what he should do now. He looked at his mini fridge and walked towards it, he opened it and grabbed a vanilla flavored Ensure. He put his vanilla shake aside and grabbed a frozen double chocolate muffin by the brand of Garden Lites(Highly recommend!). He closed the Mini-fridge with a smile and took the muffin out of the package. He grabbed his shake and walked to a corner of his room while heating up the muffin. 

    Bakugou made it to the corner of his room, he had a small, old, bookshelf there filled with even older books and Manga’s. He had a small, flat mattress square right beside it with pillows and blankets with a small box filled with sticky notes, tabs, flashlight, batteries, stuff like that. He sat down on the mattress and set down his shake on the ground and balanced the muffin on top of the cap. He shifted to the bookshelf and scanned through the books. What did he want to read about today? Bakugou ran a finger over his huge collection of romance manga and decided on reading,”I want to eat your Pancreas”. He’s read it about a hundred times but it was the first Romance styled manga he got. He still had the receipt and used it as a bookmark for the book. He got it when he turned thirteen, his parents had to attend to work that specific day so they gave him some money and told him to look around. It’s been his favorite since that day, it’s his comfort manga.