Handsome And Haunting (Wangxian Modern AU)

Better Than Drugs (Mature Content)

Warning!
This chapter contains smut, suicidal thoughts and triggering content! If you don't like it or affected easily please don't read the chapter! I won't tolerate any hate comments if I see any!

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"I can't believe you did this," Lan Zhan let out a sigh when he heard Wei Ying's story as they were laying on Lan Zhan's bed.

"I would do anything just to see you." Wei Ying gave a small kiss on Lan Zhan's lips and then he pulled back. "You are the only hope that I hold inside. You are the reason why I'm still alive. You are my only escape from that messed up mental ward."

Lan Zhan kissed Wei Ying's head. "I will be always by your side Wei Ying. If there is one thing I'm afraid, it is losing you. I'm in love with you Wei Ying." They both knew this, but it was the first time when Lan Zhan told this out loud. When he said that his ears became red.

Wei Ying chuckled lightly. It was so cute to see Lan Zhan embarrassed. "How can someone like me be this lucky? You are the most perfect person I have ever met. I love you so much Lan Zhan."

"I'm the one who is lucky." Lan Zhan hugged Wei Ying. "Aren't you going to stay?" He asked even though he knew it was impossible.

"Yes, I will stay with you tonight," Wei Ying said without hesitation. He wanted to stay with Lan Zhan as much as possible.

Lan Zhan pulled Wei Ying into a hug. He was squeezing him too much, but Wei Ying was not complaining about it. He was just happy for being in Lan Zhan's arms. It was a beautiful feeling. He couldn't remember how being hugged by someone feels since no one hugged him for a long time.

Lan Zhan held Wei Ying closer by holding his hair and kissed him. Wei Ying accepted Lan Zhan's lips gladly. As they were making out Lan Zhan pinned Wei Ying to the bed with his one hand as he was unbuttoning Wei Ying's pants.

Even though how much he wanted to remember, Wei Ying couldn't remember their first time. He just hoped that he would never forget their this time together. They both were naked in seconds. Without wasting any time Lan Zhan thrusted inside him.

Wei Ying felt tears in his eyes. It was a bit hard for him to take, but he eventually adjusted. "You can move now."

Lan Zhan growled lightly and began thrusting in and out of Wei Ying holding his hips. Wei Ying bit his lip to muffle his moans. "T-This feels amazing." Lan Zhan thrusted a bit harder.

"More... Please..." Wei Ying rolled his hips against Lan Zhan's hips subtly. Lan Zhan smirked and thrusted deeper into Wei Ying. Wei Ying rolled his hips against Lan Zhan's hips trying to keep up with his pace. He dug his nails onto Lan Zhan's back. "L-Lan Zhan!" Wei Ying moaned out.

Lan Zhan hissed at the pain a little as he thrusted harder as he was getting closer to come. Wei Ying threw his head back as he reached his orgasm. After he came, he collapsed onto the bed trying to catch his breath.

Lan Zhan growled a bit and he came inside Wei Ying hard. Wei Ying let out a small moan when he felt Lan Zhan filled him up. "That was amazing," he gave a tired smile as soon as he caught his breath.

Lan Zhan slowly pulled out of Wei Ying and pulled him into a hug. Wei Ying could hear Lan Zhan's heartbeats. "I love you Lan Zhan," Wei Ying said with a smile. Lan Zhan didn't answer but kissed him.

They both fell asleep soon after. It was the best sleep he ever had in his life. There were no nightmares, no voices in his head. It was way much better than the sleep with the assist of the medicines. Lan Zhan was better than drugs for him.