Chapter 15

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TW ( mention of overdose and just like dizzynes)
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I woke up that morning and Julie wasn't there, I checked and saw it was around 12 which meant everyone was at lunch right now
There was only two days till winter break left

I couldn't bring myself to get up at all so I just laid there for awhile till Connie came in
"Hi, are you ok, I asked Julie where you where and she said her so I came to check on you" she says sitting next to me
"Liz?" She said putting her hand on my shoulder
"I'm here" I said looking at her
"Are you hungry?" She asked looking at me
"I ate last night" I said rolling over
"I have to go lunch is almost over but I'll come after school" she said getting up then leaving

Another hour passed and I still didn't get up, I stayed in the same spot and I didn't know why

Eventually I got myself up and got dressed

Grab my bag and walk out the door I had two classes left for the day Art and English I walked into the art room and every head turned to look at me for like 5 seconds I sat next to Guy "What are we doing" I ask putting my hands on me knees cause t...

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Grab my bag and walk out the door
I had two classes left for the day
Art and English
I walked into the art room and every head turned to look at me for like 5 seconds
I sat next to Guy
"What are we doing" I ask putting my hands on me knees cause they where shaking
"Water color, are you ok?" He asked putting his brush down and turning towards me "your really pale and shaking"
"I don't know" I said looking at him, he grabbed my hands (not romantically)
"You'll be ok" he says dragging me into the hallways holding Both are stuff
"Sit down I'll be right back" he says walking down the hall

When he came back about 9 minutes later he had my water bottle from my locker
"Here" he said handing it to me while sitting down

I was sitting with my head in my knees when Connie came around the corner
"Are you ok?!" She said jogging to me
"No" I say not looking at her
She sat down In front of me and put her forehead ontop of my head whispering calming things to me

A couple minutes later Julie came around the corner as well
"What's going on" she says walking over to us
"I don't know" Guy says looking up at her

"The bells about to ring" guy said touching my shoulder
"I'll walk her back to her dorm" Connie says grabbing my hands and helping me up

Me and Connie get back to the dorm and I sit on the ground
"I'll be back after practice" she says getting up and leaving

After an hour later of sitting there I got up and went to the bathroom
As I was washing my hands I looked into the mirror, being distracted I didn't hear Julie walk in
I was looking in the mirror till I punched it, breaking it causing Julie to bust I tot he bathroom to see me crying on the floor

•Julies POV•

After practice I was walking back to my dorm to check on Liz and take a shower
I got tot the dorm and she was in the bathroom
I was getting my homework ready when I heard glass shatter
I run to the bathroom door and open it tot see Liz crying on the floor with blood and glass all over her hand
I've only seen Liz cry a few times before this, this time I didn't know why she was crying

•Liz's pov•

She bent down in front of me and pulled me into a hug brushing my hair from my face
After about 20 minutes we got up and she cleaned my hand
"What's wrong, why did you do that?" She said pulling glass out of my hand
"I don't know" I say looking down not wanting to make eye contact

She wrapped up my hand and we went to sleep

Time skip to winter break

I walked out of the school building and tot he dorms to grab a few things then I went to meet Shawn by his car
Shawn and Jj came and we started are drive to her apartment

We park the car and walk up the steps
"Which door bell is it" Jj says looking at me
"Are you fucking studied? It says Cameron on it" I say pushing it and shaking him it the head
The door opens and we walk inside

We get to her apartment and open the door
"Mom!" Jj yells throwing his stuff In front of him and Shawn's door
"Dude!" Shawn yells
"What's up guys!" Austin yells
"Fuck yes" I say hugging him
"How are you guys" he says letting go of me
"Hey guys!" My mom says running out of the kitchen (like the high heel mom run)
"Hey momma" Shawn says hugging her and she kissed his head

"So how is school" Austin says looking at us
"Shit" I say sitting back
"Why" he says leaning towards me
"People man" I say shrugging
"I've got something I wanna show you" he says grabbing my wrist and dragging me to his room

We walked into his room and he shut the door
"Look what I got from Mathews, my roommate" he says holding up a big bag of weed
"Shit, how much did you pay for that shit" I say jumping onto his bed
"You got a pipe?" He says sitting next to me
"Yeah I'll be right back"

I run out to my room and crawl under my bed and open a special tin box and pull out my pipe
And run back to Austin's room

"Wont mom smell it, I know Shawn will" I say holding it in my hand
"Come here" he says hopping off the bed and climbing out the window and up the stair well

I follow him out the window and we smoke
"How long have you been smoking" Austin says passing it to me
"Shit, I don't know" I said passing it back "since mom overdosed" I say shrugging
He sits up "mom overdosed, like relapsed and everything" he says putting it down
"Yeah about a year and a half ago
She and Joey broke up and she took my meds and swallowed some and snorted the rest" I say looking down
"Damn man, I'm sorry I wish I was there to help I'm really fucking sorry Elizabeth" he says looking at me
"It's fine, Shawn and Jj had to do a lot, step you know and I broke down for awhile, came out and some other things, I was also on team USA" I say looking at the building across from us
"I saw it on tv, I'm really proud of you, kinda wish us tuck to hockey" he says looking at me
"Yeah but you got a scholarship for basketball" I said smiling at him
"Fuck Liz, you are so good at hockey that you where on a champion team, got a school and got to do all kinds of o interviews, people from my school now who you are, your famous" he says elbowing me
"Not really, most people hate me Connie and my girlfriend because most people don't think girls should play, some kid, Rick Riley, broke that fuckers nose the first day of school" I say before busting out laughing
Cause if him to laugh as well

After an hour of talking we climb back in the window and go to the living room
"Are you guys ready for dinner" my mom says walking out
"Yeah, fuck yeha" Austin says pretty much just sprinting into the kitchen
"Naw but thank you" I say walking to my room
"Love you" my mom yelled

I shut the door and slid down the door
I hated be fake happy but I didn't want to ruin this for my brothers
My mom has been taking her meds and stuff but she just doesn't feel the same

I got up and opened the window and sat in front of it
I miss Seattle and everyone there
I hope Alex and Keegan are ok and there mom god I miss them so fucking much it's unbelievable

I get up and water my plants then get in bed and go to sleep

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