Down Bitch *Plus size story*

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Joi POV

"He was hawking your ass." Bri shook her head. "He was fucking mad as fuck, all the guys were talking about it and I was confused as hell. He stormed out the house and everything." I shrugged.

"I don't give a fuck. Bum ass, he don't need to be worried about me. I got my good dick nigga." I shrugged. "Jamal is perfect for me, he loves me and he fuck me so good. He treats me so good, he feeds me. Take care of me and everything. He is amazing and I love it here." We sat watching the boys train with so guy.

Jamal has convinced josh to become his partner in crime and they wanna go crazy next school year.

"Knees up!" The guy yelled and I started recording them.

"You wanna know something?" I asked Bri and she gave me her attention. "I can't believe you are pregnant." She laughed.

"I know, I sit back and think about it sometimes like what am I gonna do but my mom was okay with it. Like of course she was disappointed and worried but she was happy a little if that makes sense. She said that she wants me to still go to college and shit and I am so happy because I don't want this to ruin my life." I nodded. "I can just try to be the best mom I can be. Josh is excited about it. We don't really dwell to much on it but when we do talk about it's a great energy. We are excited in a way. Randomly kissed and rubs my stomach which I thought I wasn't gonna look different but I can tell."

"I am gonna be a auntie!" I squealed and she laughed.

"We are gonna be so fucking awesome. I just want to do my best you know." I nodded.

" you can't do anything but do your best. You have always put forth the best you. In almost every situation you do your best so this is no different. Especially when you hold that baby in your arms you gonna wanna to do anything to keep him or her happy."

"Yeah my mom says that." She sighed.

"What is wrong?"

" I don't think Josh's family likes me. He always told me meeting them was going to be hard but it's like they don't like me at all. All they do is talk about you. I can't be you and I feel like they hate me for it."

" what? You're amazing why don't they like you? Maybe they got something going on in their mind. Because that does not make sense." I shook my head. " they probably think that we should be together because that's how they raised us up to be. They raised us to be best friends and then possibly get married but that's not the case at all. They should've been over that plan from when I stop being friends with him. As for there ever being a chance for us to get back together. There's not... He likes the type of girls he likes and I like the type of guys that I like. That's why it's a good thing that we are different yet the same. You are more of a happy, fun, free version of me. You are super funny, Hella fucking gorgeous if you ask me I would rather be like you than you rather be like me. But yeah we want different things in life and that isn't going to change for anybody. I am not his type and he is not mine. He is the best brother ever though." She nodded.

" yeah they told me a bunch of stories about you guys when you were younger." She laughed. " The time where you guys watched started how to eat fried worms and actually ate worms." I gagged remembering that.

" but even if they don't like you it's not about them liking you it's about him liking you. Knowing them they aren't going to mistreat your child they are actually going to love your child. She loves Josh so much they are willing to love what he loves so they probably just have to get used to you. Also you gotta remember not every parent is understanding."

"True."

"Joi!" I looked at Jamal and he nodded me over and I excused myself.

"Yes baby?" He peck my lips multiple times and I smiled. "What was that for?" He shrugged.

"I just wanna thank you for being so supportive. I love you so much and I appreciate you."

"And the same goes for you baby, thank you for everything and I love you."

"Come on JR. Let's go!" The trainer yelled and he rolled his eyes and I laughed and he kissed me and I made my way back up the bleachers.

"So did you and your mom talk yet?" I shook my head.

"She has been working like crazy in New York. I don't know what is going on but they must be short staff. However the times that did see her acknowledge me and it was in aggravation. She kissed my cheek and everything. It felt weird but I could get used to it." She smiled.

"Yes. I am so happy for you and we are gonna keep a positive attitude about this because it's never to late, you know?" I nodded. "You can never receive to much love."

"Yeah. I have you and I have the boys and I have Linda and I have Momma Angie." I smiled and her eyes started to water. "What is wrong?" I frowned up my face and I hugged her.

"I just love you so much. I really am super thankful for you." She hugged me back.

"Baby what is wrong?" Josh popped up and scared the shit out of me.

"I just love everybody but I love Joi." He seemed confused but still was trying to be supportive and he hugged her.

"This is why you shouldn't bring your girl to training! Come on! Y'all niggas playing." The guy wiped his face.

"You need to shut the fuck up!" Brianna yelled down the bleachers and he laughed.

"Sorry bro it is the hormones." Josh apologize. "You know pregnant women." He wined his finger on the side of his head.

I watched Jamal dribble through the cones.

I can't imagine my life without him and that was scary as fuck. What would I do if he wasn't here? I am so glad he came in my life. Everyone he brought in my life from Rocky and Asesino and his family. Just he brought so much to my life and I greatly appreciate it.