Down Bitch *Plus size story*

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Joi POV

I sighed finally sitting up.

Honestly feel like me and Jamal is spending too much time around each other because lately he's been waking up with a fucking attitude. I don't know if it stems from what my mom was saying but it's something. He has been very testy lately.

Maybe my mom saying that there's prettier girls out there made him realize that there were actually prettier girls out there. I don't know what is going on with him but his attitude is progressing day by day. He gets meaner as the days go. I didn't do a damn thing to him. I am trying to be very understanding and patient with him.

But now it's getting to the point where I don't even wanna fucking wake up in this house and that is very bad.

I looked around and realized he wasn't here. He must have went to training. On Wednesdays and Thursdays they go to training in the morning.

"Thursday." I confirmed looking at my phone.

I I got up and got all my things together. Honestly I don't even feel like having this conversation with him so I rather just leave. Having a conversation with him right now while he's in this state mentally it will turn into an argument and I do not have time for that.

"Hey momma." I walked in her room.

"Hey baby, you okay?"

" yeah I am just coming in here to ask you a question. Did your son mention to you anything about what he has going on or anything."

" no but I have been noticing he has been really agitated and stressed lately."

" yes and in a way he is taking it out on me and it is very draining and I don't want to be around it. I have been trying to be understanding but I'm pretty sure you can hear it like the arguing every day just the unnecessary attitude is just so tiring." She nodded.

" yeah I hear it sometimes I do you want to tell him something, but I have to realize it's is you guy's business you know." I nodded.

"Yeah I totally agree. I might go back home." I shrugged.

" did you guys agree on that?" I sighed.

" honestly no, I don't feel like telling him you know I don't feel like the arguing. I just wanted to come and tell you I left."

"Okay." She sat up and i hugged her. "This feels like a goodbye." I laughed and she kissed my forehead.

"It's not but maybe we need some space from eachother."

"Yea maybe... I love you."

"Awe I love you too."

" no like I really love you. You have help this family tremendously. We are going to the worst times and you have came and shined a light that we needed. You brought back a genuine happiness in Jamal. His smile isn't fake anymore, other than right now he seems pretty much floating on clouds. You have reduced his stress and I couldn't thank you enough. You took the time to build a relationship with Linda. Now you're all she talks about she loves you so much." We laughed. " just thank you for being a great person."

" you're welcome and I can say the same thing about you guys. You guys have had my back since you met me and Linda is the little sister that I always wanted, you are the mother I always want it. You never made me feel excluded or unwelcome and it was nothing but love from the beginning and for that I will always love you and I mean always." She nodded.

We finished up our conversation and I went back into your mall's room and grab my bags and things. I got everything situated in my car in hopped and made my way back home.