Down Bitch *Plus size story*

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Joi POV

I pull up to Jamal's house. He has been ignoring my calls for like two days and I didn't do shit to him.

I knocked on the door and momma Angie opened it.

"Hey baby." I hugged her.

"Hey momma."

"He upstairs with an attitude." I laughed and raced up the steps.

"Hey baby." I opened his door and he looked up from his laptop.

"Why you here?"

"What you mean? What did I do now?" I sighed.

" why would you go over that nigga house?"

"Who? What nigga?" I played dumb.

I totally forgot I did that shit. I was going to tell him when I came back he wasn't home and me and Linda started watching Disney+ and I completely forgot.

" if you want to Play games you could just get the fuck out of my house."

" first of all stop talking to me like that! Because if I get to talking to you like that then you wanna act like a bitch don't fucking care about you."

" you cant, doing weird ass shit like that. When the fuck was you gone tell me that you went to old dude house? Why the fuck you go over there trying to check him about some shit. I'm a man I can handle my fucking so. I ain't even tell you none of the shit that been going on so how you know?"

" you call me on the fucking phone that day that you went to the mall! I went over there to tell him to chill the fuck out and to make it very clear that I did not want him."

" pulling up to his house and shit was unnecessary especially when I wasn't there with you. You went to that nigga house so you can scoop out the scene and to see if you can see what the fuck he got going on cause other than that it was no reason to go to his fucking house."

" how are you gonna tell me why I went up there for?! Ain't nobody pressed about that nigga been there done that I never want to do it again. I actually thought it would make him stop-"

" I'm a fucking man! What do you think it makes me look like when you pressing a nigga for some shit going on between me and him. Like I'm some type of fucking rat ass nigga and I'm snitching like a little ass fucking boy I'm a grown as fucking man I can handle myself. you know this. You made me look like a fucking sucka and I don't appreciate it."

"How?"

" you got Niggas telling me information I ain't fucking know in the middle of us fighting. Yelling out how he can have you if he wants you, you pulling up to his crib anytime you want to all that shit. It was no reason for you to go to the Nigga crib. And you know that."

"It wasn't like that."

" whichu wanted to show that nigga that you know where he be at? You going over there was unnecessary as fuck and you should've never did it and I don't fucking appreciate it and it don't matter what you say right now that is how to fuck I'm gonna feel. That's why I've been keeping my distance because I would hate to have to take it there with your ass. What if my ex bitch that I had back home pop up and she be on weird shit and you tell me and I'll go pop up at crib to let her know what the fuck is up. It will be fucking weird right?"

" but that's what you're not understanding I went over there to make things better. I was tired of it just how you was tired of it. I had a fucking problem and I want to go fix it."

" You ain't fix shit it caused more fucking problems and gave the nigga more ammo. Got motherfuckers thinking I'm crying to you to go fix fucking problems that don't need to be fixed because at the end of the day I still had to beat up the nigga. You ain't change up shit you ain't help shit."

" Jamal I promise you that was never in the case."

" why did you go over here?"

" I wanted to fix-"

* Stop fucking lying to me! So it look like I am fucking stupid? Joice please... just-*

"¡Deja de mentirme, joder! ¿Así que parece que soy jodidamente estúpido? Joice, por favor... solo- don't fucking lie to me. I don't ask you for much and I don't expect much but do not sit in my face and fucking lie to me. You never cared this much about shit else that was going on around us but this one incident you gotta put forth your motherfucking all. You- get the fuck at my house for real. Because I feel like you're trying to treat me like I'm fucking stupid. You trying to play mind games and this really pissing me off."

I can tell he was pissed beyond means.

" OK so what I wanted to let him know that I was doing better in life! I found someone better than him and yes I am allowed to shit on him. He did me dirty."

" OK so that's what the fuck- that is what I'm talking about you still care about the nigga. you sit here trying to play fucking games like you don't! You do!"

" I don't have feelings for him in any type of way. So what if I wanted to shit on him I'm allowed to do that. If anything you should be happy that I'm ready to run around bragging about you. You were my upgrade. You showed me what love really was and that it was possible for me looking the way that I looked. I am finally enduring this and I had to make that clear to him."

" why? Why the fuck do you still care about what he thinks about you? Because you're not over him... I ain't gonna ever be in competition. If you mine you mine."

"Jamal it is not about competition-"

" then why are you putting us up against each other? You want him to know that I'm better for what? I ain't worrying about no ex bitch of mine. I know what I've got and that's all that matters to me and it seems like you're not on the same page. Everybody know what it is and I ain't gotta tell them."

"Okay Jamal I got it! I understand how it comes across but baby I promise it wasn't like that. I don't wanna be with him or anything. I went over there to let him know what it was. Yes I did want to shit on him to show him that after all those years of him telling me I can't do better than him or he was the only person that would ever want to be with me, I found someone who truly loves me. Yes I was excited to be able to tell him this. I proved him wrong. After all of these years of those words being stuck in my fucking head I was able to prove him fucking wrong." I wiped my face. " he broke me and you fixed me and I am so thankful for that! I wanted to brag about it because he made me feel like shit for a whole fucking year of my life! It was not to fucking embarrass you I would never wanna embarrass you. You know me if I still have feelings For anybody we probably would've been had this discussion. I would never wanna hurt you like this. That is not it I don't wanna be with him I don't wanna be around him and I didn't think he was going to perceive it as ammo for his next missions." I cried even harder.

I completely understand where he's coming from.

" he made me doubt myself and he made me feel like shit mentally but look at me now. I just wanted to show him that I'm doing better than I ever was doing with him. I did everything he said I couldn't plus more. Thanks to you. I am so sorry. I truly apologize." I walked over to him and he sighed and he stood up and I hugged him.

"Joi I apologize for talking to you like that. From now on I don't want nothing like that to ever happen again. It made me feel like you still loved him. Don't ever do that shit to me again. You made me feel less of a man, like I wasn't doing enough." He rubbed my back soothingly. "Also I can handle myself when it comes to things like that I do not need your help." I nodded and he wiped my face.

"I am sorry." I kissed him. "Wanna see my new car?" He laughed softly kissing me again.

"Of course."