Down Bitch *Plus size story*

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Joi POV

"Yeah, I got some shit going on today. I ain't really in the mood to be in peoples face. I don't know- I just have been so stressed man. I apologize to y'all if it came off like I had a problem with y'all because that wasn't the case at all. I love y'all, yall are my family." I sat up and he smiled at me and held his finger up. "She right here. I know. Yeah that shit Bri said at the training really was fucking with me. I did not know that I was acting like that. Y'all will always be my People, y'all been my people since what?.. day 14." He laughed

I got out of bed and looked through his closet to see if he had something I could get in the shower with. I feel like a hoe again.

"Yea that is what I was saying." He tapped me and I followed him. "No I would never do no shit like that." He opened the drawer and it was full of my clothes.

He pulled out the rest and I had a pantie drawer and a sock drawer everything that made me wanna fuck this man. Maybe I just wanna fuck him because I want some dick or-

"You okay?" He asked and I nodded. "Get ready we going out for brunch, I wanna talk to you." I nodded.

"Okay. I'll be right back." He nodded and continued to talk to I am guessing Josh.

I walked in momma Angie's room and she was sleep with Linda wrapped up in her arms.

I climbed in the bed with them and she opened her eyes and smiled.

"Hey pretty." She kissed my forehead. "I missed you."

"I missed you too."

Jamal walked in her room.

"Why y'all still sleep? It's 11 get up."

"Boy. If you don't leave me alone." She closed her eyes. I got out the bed and went in the room to start Getting ready.

I washed up really good and got dressed.

We just continue to get our self together. It was a comfortable silence and I also think we were both trying to figure out what we were going to say. Honestly I don't know what to say. I love the fuck out of Jamal and of course I am not going to just let him go like that.

We pulled up to this little cafe place. He helped me out and we we seated super fast.

"So I wanted to invite you out today and just talk to you. I feel like things have really-"

"Do you love me?" I asked.

"Yes of course."

"Then how did you just fuck another bitch so easily. I couldn't even imagine fucking some one other than you." He sighed.

"I was down bad and she was right there."

"That is not a good enough answer."

"I don't know what to tell you. I just do it, I don't over think it. It's just sex, I don't be feeling no way towards these bitches."

"Bitches?" He paused and laughed.

"No it's was just 2."

"2? Oh no. You- oh no."

"Listen listen... I know but we weren't together and they were both random."

" I don't care you could've at least tried to call me. I'm always down to fuck. You literally fucked two bitches in a month. We weren't talking for just a month... one month."

"I know."

" I mean no shit that you know 'cause you did it. I can't even look at these Niggas and think oh let me fuck him. None of these Niggas are you."

"I was just having sex they meant nothing. And no I wasn't just gonna call you so fuck you. That's the difference between you and the bitches that I fucked they are just a fuck. Like you said we need time apart and I wanted to give you that. If we would've fuck we would've got back together." I sighed because he was right.

"Yeah." I sighed.

" listen I love you with all my heart and I miss you so fucking much. Sex with these hoes ain't or isn't enjoyable. It's just like let me get my nut and go on." He shrugged.

"I love you so much man." I sighed. "We are so young but my heart wants this to last forever. I can't and don't want to imagine life without you."

"That's what I am saying. This shit is so scary. I don't want you to leave me. This shit isn't worth loosing you, these bitches aren't worth it. I love you, my body belongs to you. Even though I feel like it isn't fair a lot of my happiness lies in your hand." He looked up at the waitress. "Yes can we get 2 number 3 and a fruit and a strawberry lemonade." She nodded writing it down and she excused herself. "What you been hanging out with Trevor?" I laughed.

"Why you say that?"

"That niggas gripping on your ass and shit." He snapped. "You gone do that shit infront of me? You foul."

"First of all, calm down. Two you kissed and fucked other bitches. Two other bitches to be exact but I get my ass slapped I am foul." I looked at him and he just stared at me. "You are nuts."

"You are tryna make me nuts. Outta all niggas it had to be him?"

"Out of all bitches it had to be a bitch that looks nothing like me."

"I met her at a party. You told me I didn't have to worry about that nigga but as shit went sour you went over there."

"You told me you weren't into skinny light skin girls and I didn't have to worry but soon as shit took a left you pick the first one you seen." He sighed. "Trevor is someone that I knew already."

"We're you planing on fucking him?" I shrugged, he laughed. "You are going make me crazy."

"I wasn't planning on it but if it happened so what. It's just sex." He frowned up his eyebrows and scoffed. "I wasn't gonna catch feelings, it was just dick." I shrugged.

"It was only a month and you went running to that nigga."

"He was just sex. He grabbed my ass so what. I love you though. I saw him at the store and he came up to me and I was down bad and he popped up."

"You sound so-"

"Much like you? Stupid as fuck right." He laughed.

"I was gonna say playa." We laughed. "But no I see what you are saying. I got to give you the same respect I want you to give me. I am so sorry."

"I accept."