High school love (the hunger games)

Chapter 19

Peeta pov.

I woke up next to Katniss, shirtless. What did we do last night? I remember that I propose to katniss and that we start cuddling but why am I shirt less? Well I don't really care if we didn't do something that Katniss doesn't want.

I start looking at her and realize how lucky I am that she woke up out of her coma. I really love her and I don't know what I did if I lost her.

"Hey sweetie." Katniss says. "Hey you've woken up." I say waking up from my thoughts. She laughs. "Yes I did. And last night was perfect." She says and smiles. "Yeah it really was. But why am I shirtless?" I ask chuckling. Katniss cheeks turn red. "

"Uhm.. Yeah... I had.. IhadanightmareandyoudiedandIwantedtoknowthatyouwerestillwithmesoIlistenedtoyourheartbeatandIalsowantedtofeelyourbodywarmth. That's why you are shirtless." She says really fast.

I start laughing. "Can you please say it again but then slower?" I ask smirking. She takes a deep breath and tells me again.

"I had a nightmare and you died so i wanted to hear you heartbeat, so I laid my head on your chest and then I wanted to feel your body warmth but I couldn't feel it toward your shirt so I pulled it off." She says soft. "Are you mad at me now?" She says.

I want to laugh but i know it's a bad moment so I just smile. "No of course I'm not mad at you!" I say and then I hug her. "Just wake me up next time." I say, still holding her.

We break apart. "Maybe I do if you don't wake up from me already." She says. "Just do it okay?" I say harsh. Katniss looks at me and i see fear in her eyes. "Okay" she says walking away from me.

Why am I so stupid?!? Now she is afraid of me! I follow her and she slams the door. I hear her crying and my heart breaks.

I knock on the door. "Katniss please open the door. I'm so so so sorry. I didn't want to scare you." I don't get an answer. "Please?" I say with tears in my eyes. And she doesn't reply again

I see that the door isn't locked so i go inside.

I find Katniss on her bed, crying her lungs out. I run toward her bed and kneel down. She turns her head to the other side, away from me.

Katniss starts to shake heavily. Tears are streaming down my face and they won't stop. "Katniss please stop ignoring me. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it harsh." I say shakily. She turns her head slowly toward me and I see her red puffy eyes.

"Peeta........." She says soft. "Yeah? I say with tears rolling faster from my cheeks.

"I don't want to lose the boy with the big heart." She says crying. I spread my arms and she fall right into them.

I realize what she said. She doesn't want to lose my nice side. She saw my bad side today and she thinks that I'll show that side more often and now I understand why she wouldn't open the door and why she is crying.

I start crying as well and we sit there together. On Katniss's bed, don't want to break apart from each other.

After a while Katniss stomach rumbles. "I think someone wants some food." I say chuckling. She smiles. "What do you want?" I ask but I know the answer already. "PIZZAAAAAA!" She shouts. We laugh and together we walk to the kitchen to make some pizza.

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Wow I didn't update in a while! But I'll write as soon as possible again because I have a lot of ideeeeaaaas😏

Hope you liked it!

❤️~Mette
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