Harry's pov
I woke up in Louis' arms and I realised that I was lying on his chest. Naked. I remembered that we gave each other blow jobs earlier. But the most important thing is that Louis is my boyfriend now.
I stared at him while he was sleeping just admiring all his facial features. I knew it was creepy but I didn't stop. I just enjoyed admiring the guy I loved. I had a small smile on my face while doing so.
"Are you staring at me again love?" he asked.
My heart fluttered and I felt butterflies form in my stomach when he called me 'love'. "No" I lied.
He opened his eyes and saw that I was lying. I smiled up at him and returned the gesture.
"So you decided to lie again this time"
"I'm sorry Lou but you can't blame me for admiring my boyfriend who is very beautiful"
"That apology isn't enough. You lied to me and now you need to be punished" he smirked.
He went on top of me and started tickling me and it was kinda weird considering we were both naked but I didn't care at that moment.
"Please stop Lou. I'm really sorry" I tried. It didn't work and he just continued tickling me. I thought of an idea.
"I'm sorry Lou, please stop. I'll do anything just stop. I'm begging you" I pleaded and at that he stopped.
"Anything you say?" he asked with an eyebrow raised.
I took that as my opportunity and crashed my lips onto his. I wrapped my legs around his waist and flipped us over so I was on top. I kissed him hungrily while grinding on him. I could feel his dick rubbing on my thighs and that made mine even harder if that was possible.
He grabbed my waist and flipped us over again so he was on top of me. That's when I realised that he might like topping. He kissed me with passion and our tongues were dancing together rather than fighting for dominance. He placed kisses on my jaw and moved down to my neck.
"Louis" I moaned out.
"What is it love?" he replied.
"I would love to do this but my mum's home by now and I'm sure your mum is worried about you"
"I'll just tell her I'm staying over at a friend's house"
"Alright"
We just sat there in silence, Louis still on top of me.
"Um Haz?"
"Yeah Lou"
"There's something I want to ask you"
"Okay. What is it?"
"So Gemma kinda um told me that you had a panic attack the day I ran away. I just wa-"
"She told you what!?" I interrupted. He got off of me at that outburst.
"Calm down Hazza. I promise you she didn't even mean to tell me all of that. It just slipped out while she was talking about how she was worried about you. She said you hadn't been eating Haz and that worries me too"
"I was eating at school though so it doesn't matter"
"And the panic attack?"
"Well it was expected considering the way you ran away from me"
"I already told you I was sorry and what do you mean it was expected? Have you had a panic attack before that day?"
Oh no. I hadn't realised what I said. Maybe I can get out of this conversation. "Yeah but it's not that important"
"Yes it is. It worries me that it wasn't the first time and I feel even worse for being the cause of the most recent one. That means it could happen again and I don't want that"
"There's nothing to worry about Lou. It was just those few times. I'm okay now"
"So you weren't okay before? Did you or do you have anxiety?"
"I don't have anxiety"
"That means you used to have it. Harry can you please just open up to me? You've never even told me why you moved here from Cheshire. Do you not trust me?" His voice cracked at the end and that did it for me. I had to tell him. I don't like keeping things from Louis.
"Alright. I'll tell you the truth. It all started a few years ago. I hadn't come out as gay yet but I still got bullied for it. All the popular kids used to gang up on me for dressing too feminine or acting gay. They said hurtful things to me and when I actually came out, they started hurting me physically too. I used to wear bright coloured clothes and apparently that was 'gay'. Mum told me that it would get better at some point and I was stupid enough to actually believe her. But then last year I started getting panic attacks and mum was really worried. Soon they got worse and one day it was so bad I ended up in the hospital. That's when mum decided to move somewhere else. Her friends recommended Doncaster 'cause apparently it's filled with nice people who won't judge you for who you are. At first I didn't buy it until I met Zayn and Liam. To be honest I thought they didn't judge me because they were also gay. I got really scared when you found out because you're popular and I thought you would tell everyone at school and the bullying would happen again. But when you said it doesn't matter whether I'm gay or not I was relieved"
I felt a tear roll down my cheek and I could see Louis was tearing up too. I was considering telling Louis about Nick bullying me and decided that it was better I told him everything now instead of keeping it from him.
"Then there was that one afternoon during the weekend when we hung out at the coffee shop. While you were in the bathroom, some guy approached me and said he noticed that I was hanging out with you a lot. He said it was obvious I was gay and that it was disgusting. He called me a... he called me a..." I couldn't bring myself to say it. It was just too painful.
"What did he call you love? You know you can tell me" Louis said in a soft voice.
"He called me the f slur" I replied with tears in my eyes. At this point my eyes may as well be a waterfall with how much water coming out of them.
"He what!? Who did this?" I could tell from his tone that he was angry.
"Some guy at school"
"I want his name Harry"
"His name is Nick. You know him?"
"Yeah I know him. We used to be best mates back then until I met Niall. He became distant and since then we never spoke again"
"Louis what are you gonna do? You've got this look in your eyes and I don't like it one bit"
"I'm gonna teach that bastard a lesson for messing with my boyfriend"
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A/N: This chapter is just them after their nap. I wanted Louis to confront Harry about what Gemma told him rather than just keeping it to himself. I also took this as the opportunity for Harry to finally tell Louis the truth about his past since their dating now. What do you think Louis is gonna do to Nick? Stay tuned to find out and I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
Also I'm open for any suggestions on how you want the story to play out.
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Fanfiction||COMPLETED|| Harry was bullied in his previous school for being gay which caused him to have panic attacks. He moved to Doncaster and started at a new school and made some great friends. Later on, while watching a football match at school, he got h...
