We Made It (Larry Stylinson Au)

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Louis pov

I woke up on Friday feeling terrible. I've been avoiding Harry ever since that kiss we shared a few days ago. I felt him kiss me back but then he pulled away. I thought he regretted it which is why I ran out of his house. Yeah I know, it wasn't the best way to react. But what was I supposed to do? I couldn't tell him that I kissed him because I like him.

Yeah, I came to terms with the fact that I like him a while ago but I'm still not sure about my sexuality. I thought I was gay but then I realised that I don't find any other guys attractive. So maybe I'm Harrysexual. I know it sounds stupid but it's the only thing I could think of.

I got ready and went downstairs to eat breakfast. Lottie was staring at me the whole time as if I was supposed to tell her something. "Well what is it? You've been staring at me for a while now. It's getting creepy"

"What happened between you and Harry?" she asked.

"I don't know what you're talking about" I replied.

"Oh come on. Don't play dumb with me. I know something happened between you two. You used to drive him home all the time. He used to come over to our house or you would go to his. You used to call him until midnight or until mum caught you awake. What happened?"

"Have you been watching me and how do you know about those calls?"

"You aren't very quiet you know. How do you think mum caught you and that's not the point"

"Look it doesn't matter anyway. All I can say is you'll probably never see him here ever again"

I grabbed my car keys and walked to the door. "Are you coming?" I asked.

"Yeah I'm coming"

I walked outside the door and headed towards my car. I got inside the driver's seat and waited for Lottie. I knew she wouldn't just give up like that. She was probably going to ask again on the way. I don't blame her though. She and Harry became good friends since they first met. They always had fun whenever I was driving him home or he was hanging out at our house. I feel bad for being the cause of her losing a friend. He was like the brother I couldn't be.

Lottie came into the car a few minutes after me. I was about to start it when she said "Lou can you please tell me what happened? I'm worried. You were always so happy and bright after you met him. Now you're sad and no offense but you look terrible so please tell me what happened. I might be able to help"

I knew I couldn't keep this from her. She deserved to know. "It's all my fault" I started.

"It all happened that day I rushed to his house to hang out with him. Everything was going great. We watched a movie together, his mum even thought we looked cute together. During the movie, I fell asleep and soon after that, Harry did too. We woke up a few hours later and we just laid on his bed. Our faces were really close and I saw him blush and look away. I held his face and kissed him"

"Well what's so bad about that? He obviously likes you so what went wrong?" she asked, confused.

"You didn't let me finish. I kissed him and I felt him kiss back. Then a few seconds later he pulled away and just stared at me. I thought that he regretted kissing me so I just made up a stupid excuse and ran out of his house. Since that day I've been avoiding him and ignoring his calls and texts"

"Why would you do that Lou!? You could have talked to him about it instead of avoiding him. And I don't think he pulled away because he regretted it. I think he was just shocked and he thought you didn't like him so he just wanted answers"

"I don't know why I did it either. I just thought it would be better for the both of us if I avoided him"

"That's extremely stupid Louis. Wait can I see those texts?"