I killed them, so what?

Chapter Nine

Sammy above <3

"So what?" Axel asked. His face still pale and frankly he looked like he was minutes away from throwing up.

"You just kill ten grown men and your acting like you only gave them each a slap on the face." He shouted.
"Well guess what Axel, this has been my life for the past few years okay? And I haven't ever had a problem. I'm still alive right?" I shouted back waving my arms around. I have been killing people and being hunted since the death of my parents and before. This wasn't new to me.
"You're sick in the head you know that?" I shook my head and walked away shouldering him on the way.
"Hey where are you going?" He shouted.
"Away from you!" I screamed.
"Wait, I'm sorry let's talk about this. I know you must have some valid reason or some past..."
"Valid reason? Are you serous Axel? You speak as if I did you wrong or something? I didn't do anything wrong, I was doing my job and the same job I've been doing for the past five years of my life! And I do have a past but it doesn't mean I'm going to sit down and cry about it to you."
I sped walked out of the cinema and towards the car park. The entire time Axel was struggling to catch up with me. When I reached my car he held out his arm preventing me from getting in.
"What do you want from me Axel?" I muttered.
"I just want to understand you," he said softly.
"Too bad, I don't have the time or the heart to share my past, go home to your mum and that new hockey stick,"
"I'm serious Cecil, I really want to get to know you, I can forget you killed those men, I just want to talk..."
"Stop it Axel, just stop it! Stop trying to understand me! I don't ask about your past so don't ask about mine. Don't think that I don't know you and your mother don't live with your father any more and that he has some mistress following him everywhere." I snapped. He looked a little taken back at my outburst and turned his head away.
"I guess I like you, that's why I'm trying so hard," he said giving me a soft smile and those kind eyes that made my heart melt.
"Don't fall for someone like me, you'll only regret it. Plus I have a date I need to get to," I said. I pushed him and yanked open the car door. I sat in and drove off ignoring his screams. At a traffic light I realized that I was crying, and I was crying over him. I angrily wiped away the tears and stomped down on the gas. Fuck him. And fuck my messed up feelings. I've covered my heart for this long, I refuse to accept the fact that, that guy opened it up. I drove back to my house and walked into Sammy.
"Honey what's wrong?" He asked concerned.
"Nothing," I said giving him a smile. " I need your help."
"Whatever you need sweetie,"
"I need you to help me look hot for my date," I said giving him a wink. He clapped his hands and shrieked.
"I'm am going to make you so sexy, he'll be all horny as soon as he sees you,"
He dragged me upstairs and started dressing me up for my promised date with Xander.