Welcome to the void of infinite stories (Hololive oneshots x male reader)

1 - don't forget me, as time goes by I beg...

'It's simple right, everyone is just better than me, no matter what I do, their expectations are always so high.'

Sighing I look at the street in front of me, watching cars pass by, full of people who managed to achieve something in their life, looking to my left I see a happy couple walking with their hands intertwinded, enjoying their time together.

'Everything I do and did was just to try and make someone proud, I didn't care if it was my parents, if it was some stranger or a friend, in the end everyone just used me over and over again.'

'I'm only 19 and yet I've still have yet to find out what it feels like to genuinely loved by someone, literally anyone, not even my parents could do that, but I'm sure they're not to blame, no, no they are to blame for what they've done.'

Y/n: "That's it, I made up my mind..."

Standing up from the bench I was sitting on I walk to the right, not wanting to let people see my facial expression right now.

'Honestly, what's the point anymore ?'

'I'll just do something I should have a while back, I'll cut myself off from every connection I had with these people.'

'Not like anyone would care anyways I'm sure of that, no one will miss me, no one will need me and nothing will change other than maybe I'll finally be happy this way.'

Looking to my left I see a child happily walking with their parent, both laughing together so sincerely.

'If only I had just one more chance...'

Loosing focus due to my thoughts I start slowly walking towards them, unsure what I am even doing at this point, I don't pay attention to the traffic, but as soon as I finally pay attention again I hear a honking sound, causing me to quickly turn to my left, watching as a car drives towards me, promptly causing my vision to fade to black.

???: "He nee.... contact..."

With the slightest bit of consciousness I have left I hear sirens going off as tons of people talk to each other, most likely ones trying to save my life.

'...'

Gasping I bolt up and open my eyes, finding myself sitting up in a hospital bed, hooked up to a IV and everything, even my right leg was in a cast.

???: "Ah, you finally woke up from your coma, I'll alert the doctor right away."

The presumably nurse leaves the room, leaving me alone as usual.

'God what... what happened even ?'

My head starts to hurt as I attempt to remember just what happened to get me into this situation.

'I'll... try that again later, maybe someone can tell me how this all happened though ?'

I lay back down and close my eyes, knowing I need rest in my current condition, but it's not long until someone knocks on the door and then enters a few seconds after.

???: "Good day Mr. Y/n, my name is doctor hope and I'm here to ask you a few questions and perhaps answer some of your own if you'd be willing to."

I open my eyes and look at the man standing to my right he's smiling at me in order to not worry me, in his hand a clipboard and in the other a clipboard, he looks like he's got his whole life together.

Y/n: "Sure, I don't mind at all doc."

Doctor hope: "Fantastic, now since you finally woke up from your coma I want to ask, how are you feeling Mr. Y/n ?"

Y/n: "Please, just Y/n is fine, but I feel tired, my leg hurts like hell and when I try to remember what happened to get me in this state I currently find myself in I get a headache."